---- homesickness -----

2006-05-06T15:16:00.000+01:00

feel that i have detached myself from the desire to jot my life down into words, think its possibly coming to an end. Been feeling very private lately, had gone thru loads of beautiful experiences with bestest girls and other friends. Life just seems to be at its highest peaks at the moment, i think i just wana live up to it before it all ends, or not. Exams soon, and i mean the last exams for my undergraduate life (insyaallah)..scary isn't it? it only felt like it was yday when we moved into halls, and started doing the most odd and craziest stuff,i wud do it all over again if i cud tho.

I miss the Americans, most of them are meeting up in the states to go travelling together, u guys stink! hehe. i love u's really, thanks for keeping in touch poo's.

Im in a right odd mood today, i think the stress is coming back. the girls at home call me the 'dragon' for being all moody and bitchy lately.

i think i miss home, wana hold my baby nephew, wana hug mama and babah, but at the same time i dont wana leave this beautiful place. Can i bring it home pls?

anne x x

2006-04-02T14:51:00.000+01:00

Hey kido's! Oh gad, am loosing this whole blogging touch! i always used to find it hard to make time to do this but now that ive got loadsa free time in my hands, i just simply cant be bothered. i blame my lovely disa (short-t for dissertation) for this, its just over a week that i handed it in now, but before that it took over my life big time! i spent days and nights on the computer doing it, and i guess i just got sick of sitting down infront of the screen. dont even check my mails or talk online much anymore these days. i think there's sth wrong with me..i think am growing olllddd. hah! not really am not!

lifes been so good and easy for the past week or so. celebrated the end of my disa with c-mates, we started off in the Old bar at 6, had a nice meal in Red Chilli and then we hopped on to Revolution and we dont even know how we ended up in Bourbon. That night was just rough, we were out for more than 8hrs but it was great fun. The bar nomadism didnt just end there, it carried on over the weekend. we also had the ultimate dim sum lunch! ohh yes, that was figer lickin good. Had a couple of days of a quiet break in blackpool as well, it was soo relaxing and wonderful, the hotel was well nice.

Been doing random shopping here and there too, didnt really feel like i was doing loads but then the stuff have been piling up in my room and my account's drying up well speedily. need to save up for amsie trip, and then the bunjee jump and then the darren brown's show..the list just goes on and on. Not to mention the pile of work that still needs doing, the 2 presentations and 2 reports don't seem very nice u know.

went over to Jen's for a roast dinner last night and it was amazing! Ofcourse it was good to see Jen as well*winks*, loving all the catching ups and the weird convos. i love her heaps coz its never awkward to see her even after so long. She says she's gonna do her summer elective course in Brunei and she's planning to stay with me for a couple of months, so that'll be awesome.

Need to go back to tidying my room up now!

Right then, Cheerios! x x x

2006-03-10T01:08:00.000Z

Just a quickie kids!

Just got in from Kelly Clarkson's Hazel Eyes tour! She was amazing, i am totally in love with her and if i ever had the choice to do a girl, i'd so do her! *winks* She is such a beautiful singer and she looked so natural on stage!

It was also Sara's birthday, it's been an amazing day for her and everyone around her! Love u so much hun, ur one very sweet angel.

Right then, am off to bed. Just thought it'd be better to jot this down while am still all Kelly-ed up! It's been such a busy week and it's not gonna get any better the next week or two either! *sigh* i feel like an old woman,can't believe am already complaining about all these hectic schedules!

Seriously,i'll stop ranting now!

Night! x x x

2006-03-02T09:38:00.000Z

Im in a funny mood today,i dont feel motivated to do anything at all!

Oh, happy belated pancake day btw. Didnt have a massive celebration this year, only had a couple the other night, and it was from a readymade mix! hehe..i know ur dissapointed with us Tom! Heard they dont celebrate it in LA, but did u have pancakes anyways? God, this time around last year on pancake day, we had about 100 of them pancakes and it was so much merrier coz everyone came around and we ate loads till we almost burst that night! oh,i miss those days!

I miss those days when we could just laze around the house on weekends and not have to worry bout uni work, miss those days when we could just go out till late and feel crap the next day in uni and not feel guilty bout it, i just miss the good old easier life.

and this year..it's all about the stress and depressions. well, at least that's how i feel at this very moment. I love my house tho and things can get crazy and fun a lot of times, but then after that we get sucked into reality where there are deadlines every week and readings to catch up every single second of your life.

Right then, i dont wana spread this ugly mood swings to u kids! Have a great day today and be good!

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oh hang on... i do have a happier news! Last week was insanely busy, Sarah's birthday was great fun, we danced all night long in Firefly like the club was ours! hehe.. Katie got wasted, it was so funny! Then it was Nats birthday, we went on a simulator ride on the weekend! oh that was funny! Went out to Oceana on Mon night for Nat's 21st,and i absolutely love the place! We also have a new housemate, his name is Granby ('G' for short)! He's Nat's 21st present from us!!! *allsmiles* he's a Syrian hamster and hes fat and sooo cute!

Am all lively again! told u am going crazy..think am just pms-ing actually. hmmm..

Right then,am going back to my Exxonlab now! Toodle-ooooooo!!

Anne x x x

2006-02-23T08:46:00.000Z

Morning Everyone!!!

Am such a happy bunny today, am so glad we worked things out girls! =D And this is for u Adie!!! u surely be hearing from us on ur birthday! *winks*

Can't believe am up this early and it wasn't hard to get out of the cozy bed at all this morning. I couldn't sleep last night..I swear I was still wide awake at 3! =S the next couple of days will be well occupied, it's Sarahs 21st birthday party tonight in Firefly..so lets just expect to have no sleep at all, since i have a 9o'clock lecture tomorrow. Then it'll be Nat's birthday on Sunday and we are going to have a girls day out then, and going to Oceana as fairies the next night. So, we all should expect lots of fun!

Oh btw, got a very unexpected call on Sat night that turned a bit 'weird'. It was the biggest shock of the year! hehe.. it was all good in the end, well at least for me it was. I think deep down inside i needed that call, and just that one call, to clear everything up. *all smiles*

I havent heard from Alice for a while now, wonder how she's doing. Tom's been a darling these days, thanks for the calls and the mails poo! And make sure u keep them coming!

Been thinking loads bout home as well, there's so much going on and i can barely keep up with my family. My baby Izzat is a giant boy, he's huge and he's the cutest baby ever! Bro's moving to a new house this week and just heard the news that his wife's expecting a pair of twins!!! OMG! am soo happy for them! I finally realise that my heart is set to going home at the end of this year, ive had my bit of fun and i just need to move on now and obey life's rule to grow up.

Right then kids, I need to get back to work and have a great weekend!

Happy 22nd birthday to my home, BRUNEI, am proud to be urs! Enjoy the national day holiday hommies! =D

Anne x x x

2006-02-15T22:49:00.000Z

We all had dinner together tonight as a house. Sara's friends, janine and mare came around for the day as well. It felt so good to just sit around together and talked bout shytes. Sarah spiced things up by being super blonde tonight by saying Katie, who's ginger, could have dark-haired kids by colouring her hair dark! she didnt just stop there,she went on and blonde-on all night!

We then spent all night singing along to sad songs. We just talked bout graduation and our final graduation ball in summer, and all the parties we'll have in the house. It was really fun to chat bout our final couple of months, but it is also very painful to accept at the same time. Everything is just so perfect now, i dont think i cud ever get to a more comfortable stage in life than what i am at,right at this very moment. i love my housemates heaps, and my coursemates and i just wish that the rest of my bestfriends (tom,alice,helen and rich) were here as well. Life is just fun and not too routined and is just nice. All we need to do now is make the best final months and am sure that wont be hard at all!

I wonder at times bout what life has in store for me in the next year or so. Will i be sat in an office doing work and being a proper adult this time around next year? will i be too cranky and old to go to parties and will my hips rot from sitting down too much and will i not be able to dance? hehe..i know am just being pathetic, am just a bit sentimental now.

You!! yes u and u know who u are! i am very proud of u and congratulations hun! i love u loads and please dont stop filling me in with loads of deets.

Btw,hope u guys had a nice vday coz i know i did! *winks*

Nites! x x x

2006-02-13T22:06:00.000Z

Just heard from a very special someone, he told me bout a very happy news. Am so excited bout it and i wish him all the happiness he desires! *hugs*

Was feeling a bit blue tonight, housemate was panicking over work and it made me realise that i havent done enough work and i need to get back on my two feet and spend as much time i can on work,rather than wandering around doing nothing. then heard from him and was even more emotional,but got over it very quickly and am now excited bout vday.

Right then peeps, have a lovely week and be good!

Anne x x x

2006-02-02T20:32:00.000Z

Hello February! I have been bad,been abandoning dissertation work and housemates for the past couple of weeks. Now that I think bout it,i actually dont know what i did apart from entertaining yush for the past 5 days or so. Well i can remember going out loads doing random things, like ice skating, shopping and playing poker! hehehe..guess chinese new year was well celebrated.*winks*

Works been piling up on me and I really need to get back into my working vibe after taking the longest time ever to recover from the exam fever. Oh speaking of exams..my results out today! Oh help me God! =S Just called bobbins up and am gonna meet up with her in half an hour in the dept, am just scared to go and check my results out by myself. *sigh* Spoke to daddy last nite, felt like we hadnt spoke for ages and it felt good. He said he'd call me today at 4 to ask bout the results. So, if it doesnt turn out alright..i know am gonna switch my fone off tonight!! =S

Valentines day in a weeks time boys and girls! how exciting! =D gifts gifts gifts!! i liike! There are just too many things coming up this month and the main highlights are Nat's and Sarah's 21st..so that should be great fun!

Oh oh...have i told u that ive made 3 new very cute friends??? am looking after 3 very fat gerbils for the next week or so! *jumps around* showered them a couple of nights ago,and i swear i almost killed them! ill upload Max's,Fiona's and Beast's pixxies later this week!

Rite then..am off to uni now!

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got my results..and am not sure bout it. u know when u dont know how u feel about something,coz ur not happy coz think u cudve done loads better,but at the same time u also know that u can't be upset coz its good enough? but am very happy that i came second in one of the geology modules. =D I just need to worry bout this semester's work now, and make sure i dont flunk the rest of my exams! *touches wood*

am talking to bobbyns online,shes getting ready to go out and she just called me 'a very old and boring woman'. am just in one of my granny moods. we are going out next week tho, she wants to go 'boyfriend shoppin'.

Kays then kids, am off to get cozy in bed. have a good night!

Anne x x x

2nd Semester eeek

2006-01-24T22:23:00.000Z

Uni has restarted,i love my timetable this year...i still have 13hrs a week but most of my hours are cramped into mondays(where i have 7hrs!) and only a couple of hours spread out into the other days! aaaannd...i have wednesdays off!! woohhhooo..this is actually a first guys,so just bear with me for a sec. Am trying to be good tho,am goin at 830 tomorrow to go to the gym with the girls and then start working on my dissertation again. *sigh*

Btw,i dont mean to sound all geeky but i just need to spill this out! i had a meeting with this guy from an oil company in Houston who flew all the way over to see my supervisor and me bout my dissertation! *screams* this is cause their company just bought a couple blocks of prospect near my project's area in West Africa. I was dreading this meeting since the day my supervisor told me bout it coz i obviously thought that i'd look thick infront of him since i barely know anything bout my project coz i had been having exams. But the meeting turned out to be very EXCITING, he dug out everything i knew bout it and didnt make me feel awfully stupid coz he made it look like he wasn't expecting more than what i had given him. He was sooo nice and he could speak Malay, apparently he spent 4years in Jakarta some time ago. He gave me his bussiness card before i went, and said he was more than willing to help if i have any problems with the project and it turns out that he is the president of the company!!! *jaw drops*

Oh i was a happy bunny after the meeting and my motivation just rocketted up after that! *all smiles*

Lets talk bout a more fun topic now..last sat night in Evolution was great,we had sooo much fun! It was just something we had to do to let all the bad exam stresses out! The boys joined us and they made it even more fun! hehe.. we were dancing on the stage and on the podium all night long just like they were ours. I love evo so much that ill send my kids and my grandkids clubbing there when am too old to dance!

Ill let u have a little taste of nyc over xmas and evo after the exams:

Clockwise:Statue of Liberty, On top of Empire States, random group photo, Times Square.

Xmas dinner,Madison Sq Garden(KnicksVs.Heat),Bottom of Emire States,random shot

Under Brooklyn Bridge facing NYC, boxing room, last lunch, JFK airport

EVO: 1030-1200

Midnight onwards~~

Take care kids!

x x x

A New Year...Final year...

2006-01-21T17:21:00.000Z

Hello my blogfriends! i reaallly think this whole blogging world is just not meant for me coz am just so crap at it. But am trying my best...i really am. its just hard to make time for it. But im good now arent i?

So....a month has passed and LOADS have happened! New York was fantabulous...it was the best vacation ever and we did all the coolest things anyone could ever do in nyc,including getting dumped into a boxing room on the last nite. That was the best nite..we stayed up till late playing poker and u know what, i rock that gambling game. hehe. ive got gazzillions of pics but i dunno if i can upload them now coz we are gona have dinner in a bit. i have some posted on my friendster account tho. =D Oh we went out for a posh meal at the River Cafe by the Brooklyn River,and our view was the skyline of new york..it was so beautiful,everything was just perfect that night. God,that was absolutely fab! *thanks babe* loved dressing up for that night! Spent the rest of the night watching tele coz American tv channels rock! They are sooo good!! hmm..what else? we were in the que for 5 bloody hours to get on top of the empire state building one day and that wasnt fun..but once we got up there,our sore feet were fogotten coz the view was just amazing! The Sleepless in Seattle lies!! u cant just go up the empire state building that easily! i got my famous KONG MUG as well,that was another highlight of my trip. u know how am obsessed with King Kong rite..so i bought an empire state building mug with a huge 3D Kong hugging it! its gorgeous! hehe..im lame,i know! Ofcourse the shopping didnt just stop at the souveniers shops...but my spree went on and on and on in the fifth avenue and ended in the Coach store! heheh..yeshhh,i have a new baby and i love it! *all smiles*

And then the days became gloomy...we came home (Leeds) and we had no choice but to drag ourselves into the exam vibe once again,and am telling u..it just gets worse every year and we learn nothing. Last minute revision is what we depended on and i had a major panic attack before my global geophysics exam! i swear i couldnt stop crying that night and rang mom up (and ofcourse freaked her and dad out) and ended up getting just an hour of sleep before the exam! That was the worse night of my life...i could barely breathe!!

But NOW..the exams over and i deserve to have a little fun before i get back to the ugly-final-year-of-uni life. So,stayed in the pub for a while with course mates after my final exam, then went out for lunch in tiger-tiger bar with Sarah and wennnnnnntttt SHOPPING! ooh yes,it felt good to go to town and threw myself at it. treated myself with 2 pairs of shoes, a top and a belt. u gotta love River Island! been going out to the movies and dinner loads and am absolutely skint now! hehe..i deserve it! We are going for a massive night out tonight, everyones coming out to evo with us and it should be great fun! =D we are gonna go to Sam's house party first tho..and that shud be good as well!

Kays then kids,am sorry am in a rush. but i need to get ready for evo. So..mite update u's with some pixies later! have fun babes!!!

Anne x x x

Ciao

2005-12-23T16:01:00.000Z

Heys boys and girls!

Am sooo excited!! *jumps around* am off to new york tomorrow morning!! so chiao peeps, be good! Wont be posting till next year,prolly at the end of Jan. Will be on a suicidal mission during the exam times in jan. *sigh* So..

Have a lovely Christmas and hope all u's have a fantastic New Year!

My goodness..the new years coming and going just like that isn't it. So,my highlights for 2005 are:

-Lucas Place House
-Cornwall with coursemates
-Paris
-KL
-Beach picnic with family
-10 Granby Road
-Evolution
-Baby Izzat
-NYC

and the lows:

-niece minor illness
-dissertation freak out

So,its been a good year..and am pretty sure it'll be loads better next year. Am not setting myself up for any new year's resolution. I just know that am shit at it and it never works, so ive decided to grow out of it and just let things be.

Here are some overdure pics from a couple of weeks ago:

Costume Party

Jen's bday - evo

Right then kids, am off to continue packing and sorting my room up. All u's take care and will be seeing u's soon!

Lots of Love,
Anne x x x

Baby Izzat

2005-12-12T11:48:00.000Z

My very best wishes go out to my sis and her hubby for their first new baby, Mohd. Izzat Izzuddin. I wish them a lot of happiness together and may Allah bless ur family.

Mohd Izzat Izzudin Bin Roslan
20/12/2005 - 2050
3.7kg

Wish bucu anne was there to hold u baby,ill just look at ur pics for now. promise will make it up to u when i get to see that cute lil baby bum of urs. bucu anne loves u to bits.

my baby izzat

it was worth to wait for 6yrs

aww..arent they a sweet family

mom&dad w their new grandbaby

Been very confused with my feelings today,i really dont know what it is. its a mixture of everything really. but it's surely dug out my homesickness, its obvious that its mostly excitement now! heheh. been on the phone practically the whole day and ive got gazzillions pics of baby Izzat on my lappie! ahhh joooy! *all smiles*

Btw,was ill for two days earlier this week,freaked out mom by giving her a 6am phonecall! hehe..im shyte at it i tell u,i cant even stand the slightest pain and i cry like mad when i get ill! hmm what else,been such a slacker..i havent found the motivation to do work,i tend to just stare away at the notes as usual! *sigh* i seriously should do loads by now. oh oh,went to town yesterday to watch king kong, and bought meself a pair of heels! i like..very very much! its sky high and leather!!! *all smiles*

Xmas sale's started and it hurts so much to refrain myslef from going crazy in the shops. but. i. must. wait. !!! *puts up a brave face* three more days baby!! *jumps around*

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Went to London on sat afternoon to watch the play woman in black, omg it was soo good! it was seriously beyond my expectations! ive watched a couple of plays here before but they were no where as good as the one in london! was scared shitless in the theatre and screamed my lungs out! had the bestest roast duck rite after the play and just wandered round in leichester square till late that night. Oh was a happy bunny!! it was like the perfect start of the holidays! *all smiles* woke up early the next morning to catch the train back here. I was knackered by the time we got home! took a nap and later that nite friends came over for dinner,but i was just just too exhausted to be socialising hyperactively.

x x x

smiles

2005-12-10T01:12:00.000Z

Uni's over for the year! but the most terrible thing happened in uni,was a bit too relaxed bout a deadline and ended up almost pissing myself half an hour before it. When it was all over,didnt know how i felt at first, i thought i'd be joining some friends to the german market for good food and warm beer but i couldnt. I was supposed to be excited coz the holidays started,but i wasnt. i was just...jaded, could even barely drag my two feet home and the cold weather didnt even affect me one bit! I think it just hit me that the house is empty coz everyone's started to leave and hadnt had time to be emotional about it for the past week. *sigh* At least we get to go to london tomorrow and treat ourselves for half a year of hardwork. Took a looong nap tonight and had the weirdest dream,hmm..very scary actally. hehe..that was a bit of a random subject!
tried to post some pics out last night,but lappie was being a bitch. maybe next time?
Have a great weekend biys and girls! x x x

2 more days!

2005-12-07T22:15:00.000Z

cant wait till the xmas break starts, two more days baby!! it'll be 2 days of hell but i am hoping that they'll fly off really quickly!

thank god our 'goelogical well prognosis' assignments over, had 4 and a half hours of sleep..thanx to the bloody work, but its all over now and we didnt do bad at it! our company's name was 'Oil Donkeys:Noding towards Your Future'! *lol* have two more computer programming practicals and am done!! i will finish the first half of my final year!! its very exciting,but deadly scary at the same time. where am i gonna be this time around next year? will i be hanging around here still...orrrrr will i be at home sitting in an office?? omg,i just dont wana go there yet! been very emotional with the housemates lately, everytime we talk bout what each of us is going to do next year..we all just burst into tears!! but we promised that we'll still meet up every year. Oh am very excited bout Sara,Sarah,Katie and possibly Nat coming home to Brunei with us! *yay* we'll bring them southeastasian touring! we are gonna end up in the beach heaven of phi phi island!! oooh..i'd die to be able to sunbathe on a hot white sandy beach rite now. *sigh* its alright...good things come to those who wait rite,its only 7months away anyways! *winks*

Had our house xmas dinner at nando's last night and exchanged pressies! i got what i wanted!! a new black wooly scarf with matching gloves and benefit's shimmering body powder! am still so excited bout them!

nites x x x

Weekend Breeze

2005-12-04T22:40:00.000Z

The weekends gone just like that and i hardly touched any of my notes..i dont feel good today,major headache and lack of sleep are eating me alive. Its been an eventful week tho! One of the main highlights of this week was my presentation that went better than i expected! *yay* Ady's surprise birthday party was aweeeesssooommmee as well,we all did a good job dressing up as comic characters and the party was a blast! (oh,bless everyone!) Then it was Jen's party last night, that started off in trio for dinner and ended up in Evolution!! Oooh..u gotta love evo on a sat night,there's nothing like it! *all smiles* Everyone had a good time and one of the evo-virgins started breaking a holy rule! *shocked!!* *lol* Oh yes yes, daddy's and sis' parcels came home today and am sooooo happy! Spent ages talking to family at 4 this morning,right after the after-evo's-burger. fun fun fun week that was!

Next weeks a whole different story tho =( ..There are tonnes of work to hand in and its going to be a b*tch! At least I have the xmas dinner (hence xmas presents!! *yay*) ,Jase's ultimate jewish dinner and a play in london to look forward to!

I got tagged by her to do this,so ill get it over and done with *takes deep breathe*

10 years ago
had long-huge-curly hair that was supposedly cool, possibly weighed more that what i am now and was a fresher in smsh sec school. was very uncool but managed to make cool friends that hardly ever get in contact with now,but still have a descent convo everytime i bump into any of them.

5 years ago
Made friends with 6 amazing people,were inseparable and they are still my bestest friends now and managed to make one my very very serious bf a year later! *blushes* grew out of the crazy-cool-mentality and actually thought that to continue studying wasnt a bad option at all. The whole year was filled with minor parties,bowling and hanging out at one of the 6 cribs every other day.

1 year ago
Lived in a house of 5 in Lucas Place, probably the laziest house u can ever imagine. the lounge was the heaven and at least 15hrs were spent in it watching tv and lazing around everyday! Loved my housemates to bits and am missing two of them super badly! Went out quite a lot and my coursemates were my closest friends!

yesterday
one of the bussiest and craziest day of my life! Went shopping all day,came back and got ready for dinner straightaway where housemates shouted their lungs out at me coz i was late,the rest of the night was very well spent in Evo.

5 snacks i enjoy
caramel chew chew
thai sweet chilli crisps
Fizzy apple drinks
cheese
chips

5 songs i know all the words to
burn - usher
britney's soooonngs
happy ending - avril
Crazy - kc&jojo
Superman - eminem
(weird combo eh?)

5 things i would ever wear
anything with leopard skin prints on

5 favourite tv shows
friends
the oc
house
desperate housewives
24

5 bad habbits
working last minute
not doing anything bout new resolutions
talking on the phone whilst driving
lying
too tidy at times

5 biggest joys
hanging with mom and dad till 5am,just talking to them bout anything
bringing my nephews+niece toy shopping
Shopping for just about everything
chilling with my girls+boys back home
staying in bed all day

5 fictional characters I would date
Prince Hector
Superman
Angel
Cruel Intention's Sebastion Velmont
Mike Lowrey - Bad boys

5 people tagged this to
well,everyones done it now..so ill end my bit of the pyramid here

2005-11-29T13:42:00.000Z

It's been such a busy week and dont even mention bout the rest of it,ive got too many plans! I dreading the presentation that i have to do this thurs. With everything thats happened,i really cant manage to concentrate on the project. Been slacking on the other modules as well.. *sigh* ill get back on track in the next couple of days lah. was a bit teary last night =( ,was so stressed out bout some stuff and was just being stupidly sensitive. I think i had been craving to cry for so long coz i hadnt had a proper one since i got here. it felt good tho,i woke up hyperactive this morning! So went to the post office to post something for the family back home and went groc shopping.

Am gona go for a lecture now,will continue in a bit. x x x

its week9 already? gasps

2005-11-22T21:02:00.000Z

omg omg omg!! i was so panicking today when Robyn told me that my dissertation's progress presentation is NEXT WEEK! That freaked the hell out of me!! Time flew by so fast..and im scared. =( i havent done much on it at all. *cries* Was in uni from 9-3 today and had the longest lectures ever,and i swear i wasn't paying attention at all in the last one..my brain just wouldnt be able to take it anymore.

Went to town with Nat today and it was very 'exciting'! I havent gone shopping for quite a while righhtt..so i kindda treated myself for being good and to release all the stresses ive been dealing with lately. *all smiles* also went shopping for a very speacial little 'someone'! me loves me stuff very very much!! Oh am such a happy bunny now! all i need now is to take a looong hot shower coz its been bloody freezing here!

Oh yea..lisa! me enjoyed speaking to u last night! and i must admit some of the jokes aku curi dari org! hehe..tapi cali kan? so so..did i make up all the un-replied texts??? and ko yush,i tried calling u billions of times and u didnt pick up...ur lost! *rolls eyes* hehe..sayang awaks!

have a lovely night! x x x

2005-11-18T08:57:00.000Z

Morning!! OMG..im posting in the morning,crazy isnt it? I think i have insomnia,sleeping is what i crave the most these days but never seem to get. I'd tuck myself in bed by midnight..and wouldnt doz off till 3 and the slightest sunlight that came through the window woke me up instantly in the early morning. Told mom bout it and she blamed it on the most ridiculous thing ever! oh mama,i miss ur funny jokes! spoke to mom for ages a couple of days ago,my mommy's my best gossip mate! *all smiles*

Coursemates came over for dinner two nights ago and it was great to have them around at home. Tho i have to admit that i made the stupidiest mistake of not remembering that one of them is jewish,and most of the dishes had seafood in them. OMG,it made me feel horrible! awww..bless him tho. Sam,Jase and Phil brought 10 bottles of wine to share between the five of us and they got really wasted by midnight..it was very hard to kick them out coz they were being loud. I have to admit that it was one of my best nights, and we planned to make this a weekly obligation and its Robyn's turn to make dinner next. =D i cant wait!

Im not in one of my best moods today,its probably the lack of good sleep or...something else id rather not talk about. I hope the rest of the days gonna be better.

x x x

2005-11-14T10:44:00.000Z

Heys, hope everyone has had a great eid celebration! Was great to be in london over the eid weekend and met up with loads of friends, who knows whether that'd be my last eid in the country right. After the weekend, everything just seemed to go downhill. The bad family news really brought me down and the load of work wasnt helping either.

But now, am back on track. I have a geology poster to hand in next week, dissertation presentation coming up in early dec and half of its write-up has to done by or over xmas. Today's a real b*tch as well, a geophysics worksheet is due in at 4 later and a presentation straight afterwards! Am so thankful that i had a very relaxing weekend,at least ive had loads of sleep and have a fresh start of the week! Oh yea,been speaking to bang dd loads lately and its been wonderful..i feel like ive been kept updated with everything thats going on at home. awww..bless him. *hugs*

Kays then, having a lecture in 5ins. Laters! x x x

Al-Fatihah

2005-11-10T00:12:00.000Z

I would like to send my deepest regrets to my cousin and her family for their loss. My prayers will always be with u Jack and u will always be close to our hearts. Sesungguhnya Tuhan lebih menyayangimu..

-Al-Fatihah-

(Thursday~0000hrsBrunei/1600hrsUK, 6th day of eid)

Halloween

2005-10-31T13:45:00.000Z

Happy Halloween Everyone!! We are on our reading week,unfortunately i still have to come into uni coz for some freakin-reasons, our lecturers decided to continue our lectures and seminars. (sad,arent we?) Im not going to finish till 5 later, and sungkai is at 440 at abbee's. =( ill just hope that they'll save me some food. Anyways, i had a superb weekend! stayed in most of the time and watched a couple of dvd's! it was soo relaxing and ive been bad..didnt even touch any notes or textbook or journal for the past coupla days!! =S Oh yea, we got really bored last night and ended up making poppia's from scratch! They're for the sungkai gathering later and mama will be so proud of me when she knows her daughter actually didnt fudge the poppia's up!

Its halloween today peeps, and we are goin to Gate-Crashers tonight! It's a brand new club and apparently they have those cool glass dancefloors with fairy light shining up from it, u know...the one just like in kylie's 'spinning around' video. exciting isn't it? *all smiles* We are not dressing up tho, i thought of going as a fairy since i have the outfit (thanks to Sara),but we are just not in a mood to dress up this year. Shytes! that reminds me that i need to change my friendster pics, they've expired now! i have raya and halloween shots from last year still in my account, will prolly do it sometime this week.

Kays then kids, have a great halloween!!

Cho-Anne x x x

2005-10-28T11:52:00.000+01:00

I have a cold..and its not fun! kamoo..next week raya and ill be going to london. Lama sudah rasanya inda ke london ahhh..and i cant wait! who knows righhttt..whether this will be my last eid in this country,so might as well make an effort to celebrate it with everyone else.

Watched Elizabethtown last night, it was FREE! I got a few tickets to watch the primere online. It was not a superb movie, but it was very easy to follow so i dont think it was that bad. We went to watch Nanny McPhee the night before that as well, me and the girls were the only adults in the room and i think it was really cute. u can never believe what i saw on tv at midnight last night..the program was called drastic plastic. Its about real people going through extreme plastic surgeries, and u'd think it'd be like etreme makeover or something..but it was sooo not!! It was about women who had their private-est parts operated!! OMG..some of them really made me sick. but oh well,i believe in having rights to do anything u want to your bady, so good for them i guess.

Im getting a bit stressed out with my vacation in December. For some reason, we just find it hard sort everything out and at one point last week, i got really annoyed. Had an argument with Tom as well, that wasnt fun at all..guess we were just in our sloppiest moods right fom?? how pathetic were we!! heheh *winks*

Right then..need to get ready for uni! speak laters!

x x x

EVO

2005-10-23T22:10:00.000+01:00

For some reason...im in a weird mood. I think my ever-not-so-nice hormones are ready to kick in, so as always..my mood will be going from one extreme end to another. Was a bit homesick a couple of days ago due to 'some' reasons and Rul,thanks for everything.xoxo

Btw,ive been in hell with work for the past couple of weeks and been sleep deprived.I somehow managed to go through it without actually killing myself, but it hit me on friday evening so i was a bit grumpy! then i had the longest sleep and i felt refreshed! had a fantastic dinner on sat and thanks to our fab cook,Izni. Went out to evo with 3 housemates and a few other friends and we had a brilliant time..and i just realised how much i love evolution on a sat night!! =D went really early so that we wudnt get caught up in the huge que, so thought we'd be having an early night!! We obviously didnt coz we stayed till 3!! LOL!! it was sooo funny, we were just all over the place switching from the cheesy to the rnb room! we finally settled down in the cheesy room coz it was playing great songs! We danced in the podium for the first half of the night and ended up on the stage for the rest half!! it was well fun! i havent had a blast night for a while and im glad that it turned out really good! I know its puasa and all..tapi it was an exception,i was really stressed out with work,and i deserve to have a good break right? right? thanks! =D

Look how i horrible i looked towards the end of the night!

The fab girls!

oh oh..we found Phil looking at us up the stage and pulled him up!

Kays then kids..am off to finish my presentation for tomorrow!! Mwahs!

2005-10-18T13:07:00.000+01:00

hola! am in a much better state now..not that ive done all my work,but at least am doing it steadily. Got a huge presentation 2moz, another meeting with supervisor on thurs and an essay to hand in on fri! So dont even think of telling me that any of ur weeks is busy! ;P

At least i have the weekend to look forward to and live a NORMAL uni student life. i so cant wait to go to evolution this sat night, am going to let all the stresses in me out then! hmm..might bring Robyn and Liz out as well! Yush wants me to go over and see her as well..ada ada saja anak anie,cubatah kau ke leeds yus! and yess..ill be having dinner with her,Mizi and the lads! i feel like celebrity now with all these lined up plans! *winks*

Mama called and she said bicuits raya ku siap sudah!! oohhh...this is sooo exciting!! =D love u juta juta mama! and buleh my nephews and niece main fire works last time masa ku call,syiok bunyinya! sampai my cars alarm went off,atu berabis! n.b. i am not bulls**tting bout u Fom,Liz,Helen and Mitch. ;P

oh yeah,my lecturer (Graham) just came back from Brunei a couple of days ago and he was telling me how much he loved it there!! he was giving a talk in UBD for the geophysics post-grads. hehhe...was soo flattered when he told the whole class bout it!

Btw, lish...adie antar aku kad raya, lemang and ang-pau!! *lol* kan die?? kami send ko kad natal saja keh! lap u pimp!

Mitch,i wish u were here and i miss the way we used to stress out together or not worry bout the assignments at all! i cant do that anymore Mitch,u shouldnt have gone to Alberta Mitch!!

Goin to lecture now! x x x

2005-10-13T13:41:00.000+01:00

Oh my gad..i am freaking out!! Just had a 2nd meeting with my supervisor bout the final year project and OH. MY. GAD. i was scared shitless!! thought it'd just be one of those meeting where u'd come in and update him with the readings that u've done, but no rite..instead he asked all these technical questions that i had no freakin clue about! and u know what..i never felt that dumb ever!!! I swear this not normal..it's only the 3rd week of the year and im already close to pissing my pants!

antah eh..sod everything! need. to. breathe. and. calm. myself. down.

x x x

2005-10-12T12:23:00.000+01:00

Akum everyone,id like to send my condolences to Abee's family for the loss of her beloved dad on the 10th Oct 2005. Alfatihah..

Hi everyone..am all cheery this morning! =D think the caffeine i had at 1 this morning is still in my system! ive only had 6hrs of sleep and i had a 9oclock lecture today..now that i think about it,i think its weird. been thinking bout eid and xmas loads lately..hence neglecting my work! =S bad..bad...bad Coen!! i did some last night tho its far less than what i should have done. spoke to ka-ePom, Thomas, Yush and mama last night...that definitely made my long-and-tiring-day!

sister is due to deliver her baby just before xmas and says she's been busy shopping for it!! I really wish i could be at home to share the excitement! :-( I'll still be there in spirit, and will be sending loads of baby-goodies..so that should be great as well rite?

wasn't really excited to speak to Tom at first, cause he said he found an american version of me in LA the last time we spoke. But he made up well for it last night and yess Fom, im loving u again! =P I cant wait to go shopping with u again and we can get u a pair of new trainers!! =D

Am in uni now..havent heard from Alice and Helen for so long, i blame me really...for the lack mail replies. I wonder how they're getting on in the States. Helen sent a picture to the whole course of when they visited some place in Colorado..it was really beautiful but she wasnt in it. (hmm..suppose that should be a good thing. *winks*)

Going to another lecture now! laters! x x x

Selamat Berpuasa

2005-10-04T18:46:00.000+01:00

Am starting fasting tomorrow and a part of me just wished that i could do it at home. I kinda miss how my mom would send my dad to wake me up before dusk for sahur and i'd be half dead having my supper but my dad would crack us up by bringing a funny story or some sort. The good old days. ah well..if time keeps on flying past us this fast then i'll be at home doing what i just thought of doing this time next year. =D

Just watched the 2 new episodes of Desperate Housewives..it was awesome!!! The OC is also back people..and im loving it! cant wait until the next episode comes out this friday!!

Went out with housemates last nite, had dinner at the Hog's Head bar where Sara works and we got a massive 50% discount for our meal! I had a great time with them...we came home and had jelly and custard as well as crispy creme donuts! The best bit was when we did silly dances in the kitchen and our tummies just felt like exploding cause we were that full!! It was so funny!! and i think i love our new house and my housemates are fantastic!! I thought i'd be miserable when i came back cause most of my bestfriends were leaving for America, but everything just turns out to be great! Tom,Alice and Helen..please dont get me wrong,i still miss u's to bits but u's are the ones who left me!! ur loss!! ;P *lol*

Kays then..am gonna go for my dinner now. Happy fasting!!

x x x

Photos

2005-09-30T23:16:00.000+01:00

I know i had promised u's to upload loadsa pics..and guess what?? today's ur lucky day! ive finally found time to sit down and sort all the photos. Im only uploading a tiny amount of what i have..if any of u's think u find urself in any of the pics..just lemme know and ill send u the other copies.

Few days before leaving. Im my daddy's girl! =D

Tom...i promised u CORNWALL's pics,here they are!! June05

nani's wedding

my boys+ell

attachment05

KLsummer2005

Hungary Sept05

Apologies for the long delay peeps, also for the lack of images' quality.

All in all, i must say that the past couple of months have been perfect and if i could go back in time...i'd do every single thing all over again! Many thanks to everyone who made my summer worth it and i love u's!

A lot of love, me. x x x

Uni

2005-09-29T12:16:00.000+01:00

Its the 4th day of my final uni year..and it hasnt been that bad i must day, tho its super-scary! Just found out that we need to hand in 2 pieces of work every monday!! So ta-ta to my plan of having relaxing week ends! =(

I've been really good so far..only been homesick a couple of times and they were nothing close to what i had 2 years ago. Ive come to realise that this place feels like home now..and i keep on thinking bout how much ill miss leeds this time around next year. How can time flew by just like that?! I feel that this place has changed me so much..ive grown to be a completely different person over the past two years and i love this new person! =D *vain-ness*

Excuse me for being so emotional..went to watch Pride and Prejudice last night with the girls and ive been feeling so sentimental these days! Pathetic..arent i? =P

So, lets go back to reality! It's my niece's 6th birthday tomorrow and im sooo excited! Her pressie is all ready back home (thanks to rul). Sister said that they'll be celebrating it in Sugarbun somewhere and will send me the pics the day after!!! =D Speaking of which...ive gazzillions of summer pics to upload, will prolly do it later at home!

Lish..thanx for texting babe. Glad ur settling in well and will give u a ring soon aight! x x x

Spoke to Faezal a couple of days ago and i must say that ur texts freaked me out like hell! it was great to hear from u and i hope ure all well back home. will speak to u soon kays. x0xo

It was Amp's birthday a couple of days ago...and hope he got my text! hugs

Adie...u better take care of urself kays..and im not happy bout u being biased with the 3 of us!! but i lap u anyways!

Laters boys and girls!!! x x x

Life

2005-09-15T16:35:00.000+01:00

Hey everyone..im in a weird mood today. We are having a 'day-off' for processing, the workload is ridiculous..we normally stay up till mid night these days. The last week or so have been amazing and ive had the time of my life here. Last night, we went to the bar for a coupla drinks after work and just lazed about and Nick brought up the 'home' topic. I was fine till this morning when it hit me real hard that im homesick! We all made a lot of thinking this week...talked a lot bout pretty much everything, especially LIFE. Sometimes i wonder bout what i really want in life..ofcourse we all seek happiness,wealth,good job and all shits but do u ever wonder whether this will actually make u happy? *sigh* Im the type of person who loves to get the fullest out of life and always takes one step at a time without thinking far ahead. At one point, i tot i had everything i wanted in life..the best family,lover,friends,possesions,education and all. But a part of me feels like im missing something.

I dunno why im waffling bout all these craps..maybe its just the time of the month. i miss home..and i cannot let go of the fact that i wont be home when my sis delivers her baby and everything else ill miss. but hey..theres always a bright side to all these right?

been texted by someone very often lately..i dunno to think of it as a good thing or otherwise...but somehow i wish i didnt get them. My baby violet is in London todayyyyyy!! im sooo excited..cant wait to see her! am planning to visit her on monday,soo cant wait!

Right then..im back to my Ground-Penetrating-Radar reprt! *geek alert!*

Take care all!

Siöfök, HUNGARY

2005-09-11T07:53:00.000+01:00

Greetings from Hungary!! This place is great..our accom is rite next to Lake Balaton, so sunbathing and swimming are musts after working in the field! Working 8 hrs outdoors everyday isnt doin my skin any good tho, i have a terrible sunburn and my face is killing me coz its peelin off!! The food is great too, needless to say that its also interesting! everyone here is awesome as well, tho theres a bit of language barrier between the hungarian and us!

Kays then..i cant stay long...goin to back to the field any min now! Chiao!

The Come-Back!!!

2005-08-31T12:48:00.000+01:00

Hiyaaa!!! do u think ive abandoned this site?? Hell no!!! yesss my lovely lovely peeps,im back in Leeds and im loving it here!! hey its leeds,its like the best place to be (apart from home). =D

So,summer hol is almost over..what has everyone been up to?? Mine was great...it felt like it went by too fast. As usual, i was always around brunei! I had the greatest time of my life and it was one of the best hols ever!!

i think the best part was that i got to go to KL with my very very precious someone! ;p i spent most of my time in KLCC and yea...it definitely rocked my world! i was actually goin mental..none of my friends cud keep up with me..they were constantly nagging! now that i think bout it..my best shopping partner is FINA!!! me and her usually go to a shopping place together..split up as soon as we hit the grand entrance and meet up for meals or when an opinion is needed! not that im complaining bout bringin boys shopping...its just that we girls can never ever have peace of minds when they're around! but hey, as long as there are cash spending and card swiping activies..im all good!

the usual bestest friends were awesome (as always). we didnt even miss a week of not seein each other! we shared loads of laughs, kisses,dirty/stoopid-acts,etc. they were all great..there was never a time when i felt like i wanted to be anywhere else. yush,lisa,adie,paderi and nina...ur the bestttt!!!!

im sick of being in uni...so ill post again later. broadband got installed at ours yday =D

laters babes =D x x x x

2005-07-22T15:26:00.000+01:00

Afternoon guys! It's been raining the whole day and I just washed my hair!! Oh goodness, Thomas always said that it rained whenever I washed my hair! Yea fom, blame the bad English weather on the very nice bruneian hair! *lol*

Hari nie hari Jumat and im religiously wearing baju kurong today. They all said that ive been walking like mad! U see..my kain is soo tight on the upper half,it's one of those kains people call 'ikan duyung'or sth, it's so tight on the thigh part and then flares out at the bottom..iatah seksa jalan. Oh well,I can live with it so its fine! *pulls out a convincing face*

It's the weekend again and im going home later, it didn't feel good to stay here the whole week. Mom kept on calling tho..its so unusual of me to just not go home for 5 days straight. Its been an eventful week tho, yesterday was a HUGE day for me. *winks* got loads lined up for this weekend, but first need to go out and spend loads of time with mom and family and then the usual drinks and hang-out come next. And h yess..Tia and Wai are gonna be in bandar as well!! *smiles*

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY NOL!!!!!! God bless!!

You are one very special person and you mean a lot to me. I am sorry if I hurt ur feelings, I thought it'd be wise to at least be honest with you. You are a huge part of me and nothing can ever change that, you should know that the best. Miss you loads.

Have a good weekend peeps!

Love, Coen

2005-07-20T11:11:00.000+01:00

So...work has been great! not that i have loads of tough tasks to do unless u consider copying and pasting millions of spreadsheets is hard. *winks* its good to be around the people we dont get to see so often.

i love my home-life,tot i wudnt go out as much as i did in leeds..surely i was wrong! and and...had breakfast with mai,ken and kiong just now kan. Ken said that i needed more sleep coz APPARENTLY im getting wrinkles on my eye bags! how meannnn!!! this friend of mine ahh...so observant one..so everytime i see him,he always looks at every single bit of u so carefully and then give harsh comments! nontheless...he is still so adorable and charming ofcourse! i have to admit that i admire his honesty, its sth i think i need to work a lot on! *winks*

i have loads of pix to upload,but this pc doesnt have the prog and im so malas to dl it! So will do it some other time kay kids! Went to kb prayaan last nite, was so tempted to buy one of them cute balloons for myself! sad..isnt it? heheh.. well,u see kan..the last time i went to bandar's perayaan last week,someone promised to buy me one...but we couldnt find any balloon's booth =( =( im such a weirdo aren't i?

And another thing...everyone's been talking bout marriage eversince ive been back! what happened to brunei when i left it man?? why is everyone getting married or thinking about it??? i know we're in our 20's but..but..*pulls out a sad face* that is not a good-enough reason. aah well,maybe its just me and my freaky friends who cant see marriage in the near future. but for everyone else who can, Well done peeps! Oh yea,have i told u's that I'm gonna be a Godmama soon?? Tia's baby is coming soon! *all smiles*

kays then...talk to u boys and girls later!

Coen x x x

2005-07-11T16:02:00.000+01:00

jambo! hehe..hows everyone been doing? Im so so sorry for not being a regular updater! So the usuals happen whenever i get back home,been out for drinks with loads of friendsand mostly with my crowd. Life is treating me so well and i wud never choose to beanywhere else but home.Been to Miri a couple of times..it was wicked and still got KL to go to! *all smiles*

Had bimbat as my passenger the last time I drove back to bandar (coz i am currently doing my summer placement an hour away from home). It was an hour drive but we didnt get home till like..*thinks* 10 or 11 that night! it was a stoopid girly road trip! we had a good laugh! and YUSh..im placing this permanently on my journal,she yelled at me coz i was (apparently) 1.30 hrs late for our usual date! i mean..it's me and im always late! and and..we both menyamaled at each other and she didnt text or miscalled me for a week, that silly bimbo! *lol* but it was funny when we saw each otheragain coz we are both bimboes afterall! *lol* so,all is great now. We had one of the funniest sushi session again, and this time the joker was bodet! *lol* we stopped bringinadie to escapade due to his blonde-ness the last time we went! Gad, this weekend was fun! oh yea..brought my niece and nephew for a small picnic on the beach as well, it was good fun.will post some pix soon! =D

Thomas...I am still writing u a letter, i think its gonna be very very long..so have funreading (or at least pretend like its fun). Thanx loads for writing hun, i feel like we'reback to the 15th century except for the fact that ur letter was typed! hehe..am gonnasend some pics when we were in Cornwall as well!

Post laters! gotta get some work done!

Love, Anne

2005-06-13T18:54:00.000+01:00

I am still jetlagged and I can never go to bed before 4am and hence waking up at the same hour in the afternoon is a must. But today had to wake up at 9 yesterday morning coz had to go to Nani's wedding and yes… I'm now sleep deprived! *sigh* it was super hot this afternoon, and my sweat glands were flowing like tap water! It was fun tho, me n the girls had to put up with each other's stupidities in the heat. We all came back to my place and stripped off in my room straightaway, planned to go shopping but ended up staying in for the rest of the afternoon and did a lot of girls' bonding. Me and lisa beat yush well up in bed!!*winks*

Yes, this is a long post cause I feel like I owe u's one. I think I better start off with Cornwall. I had a fab time at Thomas', his family was so sweet and I have to admit that I fell in love with them instantly. That includes the dogs; Milly, Molly, Henry, Comfort and Alpha, and Mustard, the cat. I was scared shitless when I saw the dogs at first, but they were so adorable once I got used to them. Was even in charge of Milly once when we went for a walk near the beach. Thomas’ nieces and nephew; Jasmine, Poppy and Louise were so cute! Tom’s mom, Gail, made me a huge birthday cake, and they made a surprise birthday celebration for me on our last night there. And yes..i was sooo touched and it was a very very pleasant surprise.

Thomas: u are the only one guy that has made the biggest impact in my life over the past two years. U’ve been such an adorable hall-mate, a fantastic coursemate, an amazing housemate and a fabulous bestfriend!! I am really scared of missing u like hell when I get back, coz I won’t be used to not having u around! Who am I gonna bug when I cant sleep at night, who’s gonna knock on the bathroom wall when I’m in the bathroom, who's gonna make me a cuppa whenever I cry, who's gonna make me pancakes on Pancake Day, who's gonna make me a Sunday roast when I feel like having one and who am I gonna turn to when I feel like talking to u?? u are such a wonderful person Tom and thanks a lot for giving me the best two years in my life, I had an awesome time. I appreciate u sending me off to London, and I must say that this: on the last night we were at ur place and when u kissed the back of my head before u went to bed, I cried my eyes out in the toilet for ages right after!! That’s why I didn't cry when we said our last goodbye’s in London. Will miss u loads Thomas!

Alice: My one and only Scottish Mountain Goat!!! I never thought that I would grow this close with u over the past year. We are two very different people, but for some reason we were inseparable! Why was it so comfortable to be around u, even when we didn't really do anything most of the time?? U are one of the nicest people I know and I seriously wouldn’t change anything bout u!! and I'm really sorry if I dragged u into a lot of fashion-conscious situations. I hope u know that u are very very loved and missed!! U better keep in touch with me when ur in Alberta!!! Send me loads of pics and write me loads k! Love u Alice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shytes…just got a call from Ken. They're in Bandar and im going off now…promised to meet up with them in 30mins…but im sure ill get there late! Gonna meet up with some other friends later as well!! Oh shytes…its already 1030!! Im in a deep shyte!!

Will continue laters kays!!! There are still loads that I needs to write!

Laters babes! Anne x x x

home

2005-06-10T11:04:00.000+01:00

Just a quick one, i swear i posted the morning before i left for Cornwall last week, the connection must have fudged up before it uploaded my post. oh well,will re-do it again soon.

Many Thanks to everyone for their bday greetings, all the texts, friendster's msgs+testi's,tag-msgs ,e-mails and phone-calls. They were so sweet and i appreciate each of them whole-heartedly. Had the best birthday ever, i think i've actually celebrated it more than 3 times!my home bbq/bouncy castle bday party was great. My parentys sure did a hell of a good job. The party didnt end till 5am, and woke up today at 4pm! heheh..

Kays then peeps, someones shouting out for me downstairs coz i was supposed to be ready to go out like..30 mins ago! *wroops*

So, will make a long post laters kay guys!

Love u's!

Anne x x x

Bonjour!

2005-05-31T03:26:00.000+01:00

Hiya! Just got back from Tiger-Tiger,will fill u's in bout it later. Yes,I'm still alive and I'm back in Leeds. Paris was amazing, the whole vacation was simply perfect. It was so relaxed and everything was spontaneous, been to almost every famous and historical places and that was ace! *all smiles* The city is so alive, regardless of the time of the day..was in the tube at 130am and it was still packed! God, u gotta love Paris! ill let u take a look at a few pics..

Eiffel Tower

On top of Eiffel Tower at midnight.

sakra

THE MOULIN ROUGE

Got back this morning at 230 and i was knackered!! Slept in till after mid day and guess what i did straight after..SHOPPING! what else is there better to do rite, and then as soon as i got home, got ready to go out with the girls. All these social commitments are taking my life over, i just can't wait to go back home and take a proper break. I need to get my packing done 2mrw coz tom's helping me move all my stuff to the new house, and i'm not only talking bout a few bags and boxes..i'm talking bout LOADS. Tom's is soo sweet! Thanks loads hun!!!

So,had drinks at Hyde Park pub till 11 tonite but didnt get a ride to tiger tiger till 1130 coz the taxi services are crap in leeds, it was my first time in Tiger-Tiger and it was so good! I love the club!! Jess came along as well,and she's well cool!

Tiger Tiger : helen,han and jess.

Rite then boys and girls, im gonna crash my bed soon so hopefully will post again tomorrow before i leave leeds for good this academic year. Nites! x x x

freedom

2005-05-25T12:53:00.000+01:00

The exam's over and I've officially finished my 2nd year (assuming that i passed all my exams)! The years gone by so fast and it's really freaking me out! This time next year, ill be packing all my stuff for good! *shivers*

Yesterday was awesome, we weren't particularly excited after the exam,everyone had worked so hard and we were knackered! But we hung out in the pub till 5, got home just in time for neighbours and i started packing, Tom and the girls went to get fish&chips for dinner and then we headed off to the Hyde Park Social club for a pub-quiz! It was my first time there and the place is well cool, it's like a perfect place to chill. We sucked at the quiz tho, which was really funny! The rest of the night was just very nice and i had a great time, except for the part when a random guy walked past us and poured a pint of cold beer onto my NEW pair of jeans and slippers!! I wasn't very pleased with that, thank goodness there wasn't any major damage and the poor guy apologized well *bless him*!! Got home at *thinks* sometime after midnight and collapsed straightaway.

Im in the middle of packing all my stuff, and i must say that it's not an easy job..never realised i have so much stuff! Just got an unexpected text from someone, it's been a while since we last texted each other. hmm.. oh well,its nothing interesting..lets just put it that way. Ill be leaving for Paris in a bit *all smiles*, so u kids take care and will post again when i get back!

-hugs-

theraphy always helps :proven:

2005-05-22T09:33:00.000+01:00

*yawns* I am still bed and it feels so good. *smiles* fell asleep in the lounge after dinner last nite, had the girls over and we had indian takeaways! *yums* Neil came home with Tom after a major piss up last nite,Tom was wasted coz he apparently was "celebrating" Arsenal's victory. They came home for dinner and tried to sobber up for a house party.

Yday's paper was shyte, felt like commiting suicide in the exam room coz the paper was that bloody difficult...so there goes a good grade! Only had 3hrs of sleep on Friday nite, and i almost had a nervous breakdown before the exam. Mama called up before and after the exam, so i calmed down a bit.

So to cheer myself up, i went to consult my very own retail therapist straightaway....me-self!!! With only 3hrs of sleep,i managed to spend the whole afternoon shopping, and i have to say that i made me-self proud! Bought 2 pairs of very gorgeous jeans, 5 tops and a few other stuff for my sayang-sayang-parents!! heheh..mengampu arah mama n babah tah nie as usual! *lol* Spent LOADS y'day...so much more than what i expected and that wasn't good! What am i gonna do in Paris?!? oh well,if all goes bad..there's always the parental's credit card riiite?? heheh..but ill try to avoid it,i've been a good girl and will make mama proud! *smiles*

Talked to Ka-ePom as well the other day, she was telling me how ill she feels these days and she's completely lost her appetite and her weight's gone down like mad. Now that can't be good when ur pregnant, is it? So,i made a promise to her that ill bring her to all the nicest restaurants in Brunei when i get back...all the way from Japanese to Italian (provided that she doesn't get sick in my car)! *winks* Lub yew ka!

Alright then..i guess i have to get myself prepared for the last paper on tue! Laters. x x x

2005-05-19T17:18:00.000+01:00

I feel like a zombie now, only had a couple of hours sleep last night.. and i feel awfully dizzy!! *sigh* My eye bags're horrendous and my hair's messy! okays..ill shut it now,dont wana be putting u's off! the next papers gonna be horrible, and to make things worse..it's on Saturday morning!

- Happy 21st Birthday to Shahrul -

~i wish you nothing but a lot of happiness in life, u have been such a wonderful person and i hope u have a great birthday. take care always. bless. xoxoxo~

Love, Anne

2005-05-17T16:47:00.000+01:00

Weee! Just finished my first paper and it wasn't as bad as i thought it was! I was so confident that i'd fail it even before the term ended! I barely had any sleep last night, tho i did end up getting cozy in bed at midnight! I thought it'd be better if i had 'some' sleep, but i was constantly in a state where i didnt even know whether i was half asleep or just thinking really deeply. The exam was on my mind all the time and i swear i woke up at least 5 times last night!

Maths papers on thurs and i havent even started revising for it! I once read this line somewhere: "Fourier is a mathematical poem". It sure is one hell of a twisted poem if it was! I just think it's ridiciluos to write 10 pages of calculations and then not ever have to deal with it in ur career life!

My schedule for the next month or so is packed! There are just too many things to sort out and lots of place to go to! This time next week ill be packing for Paris and then straight to Cornwall to tom's and then home,but that is not the end of it!! heheh.. *all smiles* Im craving for the sun!! Weee...I cant wait!!

2005-05-13T23:34:00.000+01:00

I am actually going crazy, my stress-hormones are dominating and fooling me around..so im not in my very best of moods today. I had steak tonight tho..that lightened my mood-swing just by a tiny wee bit. It was wonderful..it was still bloody-medium-raw and had roast potates and a lot of mushrooms and carrots to go with it! *yummies* To my wonderful cook and a lot more...ur the best!! *hugs* I havent been good...stayed in bed the whole morning just because my fingers were stinging like hell(hence,NO WORK was done)! I sorta had an encounter with the hot steam while making dinner last night. To top my wonderful day up*sarcasm*..watched the 2nd last episode of The OC tonight and it was depressing!! I just cant imagine waiting for a couple of months for the next season to come out!! Peace & Love, me. x x x

Exam Fever!!

2005-05-10T22:06:00.000+01:00

Exactly a week left to my first paper!! *shivers* and i am not even close to being ready. *takes a deep breadth* Things will be alright,i just have to go back to my cramming and caffeine habbits. So,wish me luck peeps! I tried so hard to focus tho,i just cannot do it still..even called mama up this afternoon kan minta kana marah but then mama is just so nice n soft. Oh well..it all comes down to me doesn't it? Love u ma!

Watched an Asian-British series called "Life Isn't All Ha Ha Hee Hee'', it's about a friendship of three Asian women in England. I really like it coz i think it's very real..that life isn't just about growing up to be a succesfull person, earning a lot of $$ and then settle down with the love of ur life! It's not always good and who knows that it's our luck to have very messed-up lives! *sigh* all these dilemmas make me dread the days ahead of me!

Oh shytes..i think i dont need to worry bout being an adult yet, i still have exams to pass for goodness sake! Bye yáll,im back to dating my books!

Love, me.

ROCSOC ball '05

2005-05-08T13:51:00.000+01:00

I accidentally deleted my post, and i freakin typed loads!! but anyways this was how it went:

Good day yáll! I'm feeling crap now coz im having a terrible headache and my eyes are sore coz i was crying at 430 this morning when we sent Fina off to the station. I was supposed to send her off to Manchester airport,but i wasnt in a fit condition to do so..so,im really sorry hun. I think it just hit me today that i wont be seeing her for 2 mnths,after living with her for 2 yrs solid. *sigh* i miss her already..the house feels so quiet now. Hopefully she'll have a good time in Greece.

Moving on to a happier topic: last night's ROCSOC ball. It was fantastic and everyone had a great time! All of us got our hair done and everyone looked gorgeous!! I cannot recall anything imperfect bout last night, so i think u can imagine how great the nite went! I cant fill u in with anymore deets coz most of them are really explicit, but we all had a good laugh when we think bout what happened last night. Let me bring u to the lovely night:

The Girls

Rich won the award as "The fittest undergrad '05"

Fina&Ady

2GP girls

Our table

my girls

alcoholic Thomas!

The amazing thing is..I'm in the lounge now and everyone's stil here,they didnt even sleep last nite!!! So,well done guys! I think i'm off to bed again. Laters! x x x

2005-04-30T22:00:00.000+01:00

Its the weekend again..and i was finally able to wake up late today! tried to tidy my room up..and i realised that my room will never look perfectly clean unless i pack all my shoes and bags away. You see..i dont have a shoe rack coz i know that if i had one,then it'd have to be massive! So now..they're just lying on the floor,BUT very neatly arranged! Tapi now..macam they wont line up properly lagie and they look awfully messy! So,im thinking of taking half of them back home permanently..but how can i fit all 12 pairs in my luggage bag? that i still have to think about! and then handbags lagie...*sigh* this is the biggest challenge i have to face:To choose a number of them to keep in Brunei for good!! *shivers* I'm not really crazy bout my clothes..BUT i cannot live w/o my shoes and handbags. i know..shame on me!

Last night,had dinner at Bella Italia. It was sort of a "Fairwell Party"for Fina:

Bye Fin!! I'll make sure Thomas and Alice miss u while ur gone!!! x x x

Helen and Liz..trying to make an impression of our camera poses! Funny~~

Will miss Liz too~~
Will miss u loads Fin..u take care of urself in Greece and don't get too tanned!! Have loads of fun alright and don't go fooling around with M!! Will check up on u every now n then kays!! Lub u babe!

Oh yea,called up adie and talked to lisa! Aiiii.....rindu ku sama diorangg!! They all jalan liat wayang w/o me! Iatah bumped into adie lagie online and we're planning to go to KL together in summer! *YaY-ness* NINA,YUSH and AMP..if ur reading this then U DONT HAVE ANY CHOICE BUT TO COME,SO SAVE UP!! Ive booked u all 2 months in advance,so i dont expect anymore bullshits! Serious ku nie!!! Lub u's!

and oh oh..talked to my lovely lovely knocked-up sister. heheh!! Naseous ia masa nieee...kesiannn Ka-ePom!! and and..aku slalu mimpi pasal baby nya!!! hehehheh...im even more excited that u are ka!! freaky-ness!!! Can't wait to see ur big tummy ka! Love u tonnes!!

Called up my niece tadie..and she giggled as soon as she heard my voice!! Kata nya "Bucu...Zahid nanyi nie..cemana bucu_en tawou Zahid nyanyi??" coz it was such a coincidence that i called up when Zahid was on tv!! aahhh yesss..i used to go all crazy bout Zahid u see. becali Adeq ahhh!!! nyanyi lagu millikku lagie ia tu! *cute-ness* ill refresh ur memory on how beautiful my niece is..

Isn't she a darling??

Bwoh! this is a long post..so i better quit it now!

Chiaos! Muachzzz!

Up-hill rides!

2005-04-28T22:55:00.000+01:00

Im keeping this short,Im just having a 5 mins break! I've been good..have actually done some work tonight! *smiles* I can feel the stresses coming,so from now on..it's gonna be an up-hill ride for me. My schedule for next week is filled up with 3 exams, 3 assingments, a poster and the Roc-Soc ball!!! And then..ill only have a week left to get myself ready for the 4 summer exam papers! *sigh*

but but...the good news is that i treated myself before going to the torture chamber. Me n friends went shopping yday,and i bought two pairs of shoes..summing up to 5 pairs altogether this month! My flats and wedges are gorgeous!!! but Alice told me off coz apparently "I am setting a bad example for Fina"...coz fina's going crazy these days,she spends most of her time in town shopping for her Greece trip! *shakes head*

oh yeah..watched a play (Odessey) at the theatre last nite and it was brilliant! It was good coz it's the modern version of Odessey and we got the 1st row tics, thanx to Rich!!

Laters! x x x

2005-04-26T22:58:00.000+01:00

Two weeks left till the reading week and the exams will be a week after! How scary is that?? The year flew by just like that! And Fina is leaving for Greece for 7 weeks next week right after the ball! Shytes! Oh yeah..speaking of the ball,we all went mad over the weekend,trying to get the ball-shopping done in one day. But noooo...it wasn't as easy as we tot it'd be. Only Alice and Helen got their dresses,and that took at least 5 hours! So,will go to town tomorrow to finish the task! I only need a pair of earrings,and prolly a bracelet to buy. So,wish me luck peeps. Ill let take a peek at my ball tic:

ball tic

Note that the circled tic no. is 96!! *smiles* it's a good thing to be good friends with the president! *winks*

I'm knackered,uni was bad today..couldn't do half of my work coz it was that hard. and i took it out on my dad,gave him a call at past midnight and ofcourse..he got woken up by it. I was complaining how bad the day went..and poor daddy,he had to put up with it for half an hour! Love u babah!

Im off to bed now,got a maths test tomorrow..which i havent revised for! Oh well..sod that! nites! x x x

2005-04-21T23:47:00.000+01:00

I am very full..just had dinner,had a mushroom&prawn omelette and it was perfecto! I spent 5 freaking hours in the computer lab today,trying to finish a programming assignment!! I was so close to stabbing myself to death coz i was so stressed out,and at the end of the day..i found out that one freaking line of the program fudged everything up!!! Tonight is the first night of the week that i actually do not have to worry bout handing ath the next day,so i am FREE tonight! *smiles* And my laptop has this tendancy to steal our neighbour's wireless connection signal,so im in the lounge..lazing around.

I told u i'd tell u bout BRUNEI EASTER BREAK,so here we go *takes a deep breadth*:-

1) It's official that my very very beloved sister is PREGNANT, thank God to IVF..she was 3weeks pregnant when i left. The baby and her will be sooo spoilt,will spend every penny i have on maternity clothes and babies' stuff! Love u loads!

2)I must stress this out: Not a lot knew bout me coming home during easter because it wasn't planned for and i just wanted to spend time with my family. So,to any of my friends who found out from someone else..please do not take it personally. I didnt go out much anyways,it was just a short break and wanted to keep it quiet. I promise i will make time for everyone over the summer hols.

3)Had a wonderful time with family. Mama&Babah,niece&nephews and bros&sis's were wonderful! Love the long talks sama babah in the middle of d nite,sampai pukul 4 pagi! Love getting ready with mum and sis's, and putting on make-ups togethe and then going shopping. Love going out with them!!!

4)Band DD got d 4th place in the Invitational Master Alim Pool Competition and awou...aku anie adeq yg paling penyanyang,i witnessed every game he had! hehehhe.. congrats bang!!!! Lap u!!

5)My Best Boys&Girls were awesome: Adi,Yush,Amp,Nina,Lisa are the bestest friends anyone cud ever have! And and..kurt n the boys (alim&sham) are well cool.

6)Tia,Ken & Kiong...my seria boys were fantastic...i honestly loved spending times with u guys. ur such sweethearts and im missing u guys so badly!!

7)My boys:GG,Fathul&Jol were as usual crazy and can never stop cracking me up!!! They havent change at all..and they're such amazing friends.

8)Atoi,Rina,Gbah,Minie,Faezal,Dini,Aziz: Thanx for ur time,u guys are the best!! Muachzz!!

Here are some treats!!

Bang DD

Love,Anne

2005-04-17T16:57:00.000+01:00

Hiya! I'm back in Leeds peeps,had completely no clue that the weather was still going to fail me coz i was kinda confident that it was gonna be all sunny and warm coz its really close to summer now. So yeah,i was freezing my arse off when i got to london coz i only brought a thin jacket with me. I was jetlagged ofcourse,although i convinced myself well that i wudnt be,and i ended up having a 16hrs sleep on friday!

Had a fresh start yesterday tho, i finally dragged myself out of bed after long hours of OC-catch-ups and went to town to get all the shopping done. And that included..grocerries, toiletteries and *ehem* clothes shopping. It was well fun, the long walk tired me out really easily tho. It was really good, im back to doing everything myself..went to the market to get fresh veges and got good bargains, then to morrisons for foods and finally to A.B. for halal meat. I had an encounter with a few other shops in between, treated myself with a pair of heels,a skirt and a pair of cute nighties annnnddd...make-ups!! i sort of over-did it *wroops*...bought a lot of lancome and dior stuff, well..bought some for mom and sis..so its alrite.

Oh yeah...i have to tell u this as well! The first half of the journey home was wicked,sat next to Feeqah and it was fun!! but after the Dubai stop,had to sit next to a half-eurasion&half-malaysian guy. We thought he was cute at first but he turned out to be a freak!! He put his hand on my lap while i was sleeping and i went ballistic!!! i swear i cudnt even close my eyes for a second after that!
I know i promised to post up some pics from home,but i havent got much time..so next time yea? *smiles*

Status: Never thought i would miss my family so much after i had gone home. So thankful i have such a wonderful family! Love u's!

Laters. Mwahs!

2005-04-13T02:49:00.000+01:00

Cant sleep!! Planned to stay online for a bit to sort out some stuff in leeds,but end up talking to practically everyone online! Goodness me...real-life and e-life are starting to balance each other out!! Anyways,brunei is hot and its fantastic..life just gets on a shorter time scale everyday,my days just fly by so quickly!

Just realised that i havent spent much time with my girls n boys! oh yesss..yday went to kb ALONE! how cool was that?!? and and..it took me 50mins to drive all the way from my place!! *evil-laugh* that was well cool and had sooo much fun in kb...came home at midnite and it wasnt bad at all! Got Kiong n Ken to tail me up till lumut, and for the rest of the time..i multi-tasked! driving and talking on the fone helps a lot in the middle of the nite! have met up with loads of friends..and its been great! not to mention the new craziest crowd..bless them! I have soo much to share but typing them is hard work,so ill pass! Apologies to who-ever i havent been able to make time for..ill make it up to u's in summer!

i figured life here is not much different from leeds..i still get confused over a lot of matters recently and i have a whole lot more fun here! A lot have been going on and coming home is one of the best decisions ive made! My homesickness is cured..but the scary feeling of being away still retains. BUT i have made a pact with myself that i have to pay a better price for all the good times ive had...going back means locking myself up,revising and getting all my work done on time!!! and this time..it will definitely happen!

Just found out a news bout a very good and close friend..its very good for her but for some reason,feeling happy for her wasnt the first thing that hit me..i was pretty upset and am still very scared of accepting that news. And all of the sudden,a part of me just wishes that i do not have to go back. oh well,thats life rite..everything good just gets taken away from u one by one!

Im off to bed now..ill prolly post my bru pix up in a couple of days time when ive settled down in leeds.

Love from Brunei.

Status: Enjoying the Bruneian SUN!!

2005-03-28T16:37:00.000+01:00

Weeehhhheee! Yeahhh..im alive and im constantly sweating! hehhehe...and im not complaining at all! this is just a quickie..my life is sooo hectic! got millions of plans to fit in two whole weeks! I so wont be able to fill u's up with the deets of the past week..but i can tell u one thing for sure: I fell in love with a GUCCI bag in Heathrow Airport, and he's mine now!!!!!! Wooohooo! but i made a promise of not to spend anymore kachings on bags till summer!! Love u babe! heheh...ur the best! thanx to fina as well..she persuaded me well to make my mind up! got in touch with loads of friends as soon as i got back..but there are still loads of "meet-ups" to be done!

Tom: The weather's soooo good back home thomas...when are u coming back to leeds? im missing u loads too,will be back home in a couple of weeks. are u going to spain with "Fit John"? have a great time kays! text my uk no anytime hun! x x x

Fina: darl...u better hit paris hard! and keep me close to ur heart in ur shopping days! muuuaacchhzzz! text me a bruneian wish list kays! miss u!!!!! *cries*

Gbah:babe...atoi girl knows my no. ill keep in touch with u soon kays,ill ask for ur no from reena! miss u already babe, the plane ride with u was fantabulous! muachz! u still owe me our czone date!

Laters!

Love from BRUNEI!!!!

2005-03-19T21:50:00.000Z

I feel so contented with life! Easter break has just started and we had a house party straightaway last nite. It was supposedly a small and spontaneous thing, but we ended up inviting more than we expected, and it even had a theme: "Pizza&Wine", that was because me and friends felt like stuffing ourselves with as much pizzas as we could! I even made pudding, had apple crumble and choc cake! hehe.. It was good fun,everyone just passed out at the end of the day! I haven't fully recovered yet, still have loads to get over and done with. But it's been good so far. Went shopping today, and i kinda treated myself a bit too much. *Wroops* Had a date with Karen Millen and Calvin Klien in York, and it was a very very good one!! Awh..that made my day! :D

My cuz texted me sometime this week, all the way from Egypt. (Egypt kan Met?) Havent heard from her for a while, and yess..was a bit shocked when i got the text! Thanx for keeping in touch darl, and ur always welcomed to comeover whenever u want..but gimme an advanced warning before u do, and it'll be good if u can come during the hols!

Oh yea..Brunotts game's today,but too bad i couldn't make it..just have too much going on before i go back home. Well to u's who went, i hope u guys enjoyed ur time!

Yush&Nina: Refresh my memory again will u's? hheheh.. who's in need of a purse, and who's in need of a handbag? *huggiesh* will be home soooonnnn!! la~la~la!!!

Laters. x x x

2005-03-14T16:11:00.000Z

Yo ho ho! Yesss...i survived the weekend in Wales *whispers:barely*!! Im knackered =( ..but i still have tonnes of work to do. *sigh* i just need a descent weekend to recover, a weekend with no work hanging on my mind and a weekend with no intense physical action going on! oh oh..it rhymes! hehe.. so yeah,and ive got Katie's bday party to go to tonight..and i know ill feel shit if i dont go, so do u see me having any choice? err..i dont mean to sound bitchy,i'd really wana have a long and fun nite tonight with them, but i cant afford to! Im not really keen on going now either coz they're going to Halo instead of Tiger-Tiger, and i know that halo will be packed since its a mon nite! and coursemates are goin to Countdown..it's a tv show and they're really excited bout being on tv tonite. *lol* Hope u's have fun! *shouts at Tom*
Kays then,will prolly blog 2morrow and post some pics up!

Ka-ePom: Ka lemme know what else u want before next week k! Lub yew!

Adie: Dieee..apa ni kau ani, ambil lisa saja jalan!!!!!!!!! nda ku sayang ko lagie eh!!!!!!!!!! =p xoxoxx

Double_G: No worries darl, will get ur "stuff" for u n our fellow perverted friends! *hugs*

Anne x x x

2005-03-06T22:40:00.000Z

Hiyaa!! hehhe..just recovered from a bad mood like half an hour ago!! Its really hard to keep up with me lately, my mood swing has gone out of control..so i bet u can guess which time of the month im going thru rite now! Life's still pretty hectic, will be going away to Wales next weekend for a fieldtrip, so help me God!! :S i have Bradford and a birthday dinner party to go to sometime this week before Wales. This weekend has been good, i finally tidied my room up, did my 3-weeks worth of laundry and cleaned my walking boots! Went to see a mate last nite, and was going to another friend's house party rite after..but changed my mind coz i wasn't in the mood of being in company of drunks. Just wanted a quiet weekend and im glad i finally got it, what Coen wants...Coen always gets! hehe.. and oh oh..im into 24 now,i know T4's showing the 3rd season already, but im trying my best to catch up..watched 5 episodes today and i am officially in love with Jack Bauer!! i love being a couch potato, who doesnt rite!? *winks*
I've been thinking bout home much lately, i think ive come to a point where i just need to take a break from everything (esp. sth particular) n just go home for a peace of mind. Life here is soooo good, and i feel sooo loved! I have the greatest friends who are to die for and i wudnt trade my place with anyone rite now, but im homesick..i need to go home and my family is my only cure. Alrighty,have a good week peeps! Love, Coen.

2005-03-01T18:48:00.000Z

I've decided to blog..and this is truly due to boredom and my need of trying to run away a million miles away from my 4000words essay that's due in on thurs. *sigh* im just tired(but ive done nothing),my tummy's aching and my hair's greasy. The cold weather's not helping either and my room's a tip,there are just too many books and papers lying around! *fewh* Can someone please tell me that they've had worse days!

Yush:Will look out for ur purse kays hun! x x

Faezal: I'm coming home soon,will be home before u even realise it! *hugs*

*sings* ~report~ *sings* ~report~

x x x

Ouucchhh!!

2005-02-27T21:26:00.000Z

Went MAD-PAINTBALLING yday in Birmingham( in conjunction with the Bruneian Independence day's Celebration!) It was a real good fun, and met loads fellow Bruneains! Our Leeds team didn't do bad at all, seeing most of us were freshers in the game! So,hail the Leeds Wild Cats!!! heheh..i was well hyper yday, screaming my lungs out in my army coveralls like mad! i really like them outfits, i crawled in the mud the whole day in them without even dirtying my top n trousers! The mask killed my face tho, it was sooo tight that at the end of the day, my cheeks were all red and very tinggly! The barbeque was great, thanx to BSU who organized it! *smiles* It was a really looong day, and im glad everyone had a good time!
Came home at around 10 last nite, and we just passed out in the lounge. had 4-hours of sleep the night before, topped up with a whole day of working our arse off in the field left us completely exhausted! As for this morning.....i screamed coz i thought i was paralised!! I couldn't move a musle coz they ached like hell and im not kidding when i said that!!! Getting myself out of bed required a loooot of help!! i could barely walk to the bathroom to take a shower! And yeah...i have 4 bruises so far, and all i can say is that there won't be any skirt-wearing day soon. *sigh* I still find it hard to walk, and it takes me 5 mins to climb up the stairs! I think now u know how much of an athlete i am! but hey,as long as i keep myself in good shape then its good enough rite?? *winks*

Ka-ePom: Wokeh tu, ur stuff is in my top-ten shopping list! Love u! x

Ninz: Mish u loads too babe, it won't even be a month till i see u again..so get urself ready aight! mail me soon k! *hugs-tight*

Mazran: Weehhehehhehe! Glad to see u again hun, u look good as always! *coughs-bullshit-coughs* heheh...nadawah!! here's to show how cool u look! Muachzzz!

*excuse the rough-look*

Kays then girls and boys..it's time to get back to my 4000 words scientific report! will get back to you laters! x x x

Selamat Hari Kebangsaan!

2005-02-23T09:12:00.000Z

Happy Independence Day Brunei!!!

Love, CoEn

SNOW!!

2005-02-22T10:19:00.000Z

Hiya!! Its been snowing for the past two days..and it's been sooooo pretty! yday,it snowed heavily when me n Tom walked into uni and we had a snowfight..I took him down TWICE!! hehhe! ill post some pics of the snow! *smiles*

Last nite, we went to Headingley to meet up with Sarah*Essex* (telampau banyak Sara, so tepaksa bagi a 2nd nick) and them lot coz it was her 20th bday! I miss goin out with them,she can be supercrazy, but we love it!! but before that it was a 'Trip over sth and fall' day yday!!

- First,Nathalie fell down the stairs at her place and got a huge lump on her head, but she still went out with us anyways,
- then Shilpa fell down the stairs in The Box in Headingley and her knees bled
-Nathalie fell face straight onto the floor in Halo
-Fina fell down the stairs of our house when we got back!

It was such an eventful i must say. heheh..it was really funny tho! *winks* They keep on saying that it'll be my turn next! *lol*

So, we went to Halo,its a massive church converted to a club..and it was snowing heavily all night and i thought i was gonna freeze myself to death! We were planning on doing a pub crawl from headingley to Halo,but we passed coz of the snow! We even had to walk like penguins coz it was that slippery! Halo was good, Sarah had fun..she fell down on the dancefloor countless times, that was how drunk she was! We went home early coz the club stopped playing good music and when we came home, Tom just came home from Bondai Beach Club as well and he was wasted!!! he played in the snow,came into the house and fell sick!!!! It was soooo grooosss coz he had to sit infront of the toilet bowl all nite!! it was realllly funny tho!!!

Kays then..im having my lecture in an hours time..so i better get ready now! Oh btw, my lappie isn't on a very steady state these days,so that's why i haven't been online much peeps!

Yush: Darl, ill reply ur mail later..bz saja ku dahlenk!! Btw, u want a white handbag..but which kind do u fancy..a goin out bag atau a posh one? and bout the Dior bag..i think its around 200++ pounds sini, so tell ur sis kalau ia mo kirim k, Lub yew! *hugs*

Nol: *huggiesh* u goin paintballing this weeken dear??

Double_G: Woi handsome, howre u doin?? muachz

Adie: I can't open ur the pix on ur mail, so i dunno what u want! *hugs*

Love, CoEn x x

2005-02-16T22:36:00.000Z

Heys! Im well in a mood today...for no particular reason,and im hating it. I think my brain is just mockin me about, i just can't think straight and i have no desire to talk to anyone or what-so-ever! This is baaaddd!!
Oh yea, this is a pic when Norsh&Sab cameover over the weekend!! Will load up some more pix, when i nick them off of Sab aight! Thanks for coming guys, hope u enjoyed ur time here..It was really good to have u's around! *hugs*

Vikings Festival,York.

"My V-day was surprisingly great, thanx for being such a darling..ur my Angel."

Finally confirmed my tic home this easter, i sooo can't wait! and yeah..we went to this seminar this evening about the Sumatra's Tsunami Disaster,and i realised that i love what i do so much! Don't u just love to have listened to a major subject and understand every single technical word of it..That's how i felt! Long live Geophysics, and Roger Clarke!! *lol*

Laters, CoEn x x x

2005-02-13T23:02:00.000Z

Random: i HATE (n.b. very strong word) people who are very sellfish and love their comfort zone so much that other people don't matter to them anymore. I am talking about RUDE-ness and them being PATETHIC. How sad is it wanting to be "social" when the truth is what they do is completely boring!! Take a break man...and GET A LIFE!!

status: I'm ill and sick of some people, will blog some other time.

p/s: Happy Valentine's Day, Enjoy~~

2005-02-11T16:38:00.000Z

I AM ILL!!! My nose is constantly blocked and im hating every single second of it!! Was really ill last nite, and have been acting like a druggie, popping pills every now and then! and im in deep shytes coz im running out of my panadols. Panadol brunei kalie ah! *cries* paracetamols di sini are bulky, and it always gets stuck in my throat everytime i take it! At least ive been good, i managed to drag myself out of bed and go to uni. I still feel shytes tho!

Sab and Norsh are gonna come around later and they're staying over for the week end, so it shud be good fun! Am planning to go to York tomorrow as well, that is..if sab&norsh fancy going. There's a Vikings Festival in York, there'll be loads of fun things to do...esp shopping! *winks*

Anyways, i can't wait to go home this easter..i know ill be home only for a couple of weeks but im sure it'll be a whole loads of fun! I've got the rest of the year planned already! i know roughly when ill come back home for summer and when ill leave home after. And most of all..i know that we're going to NEW YORK to visit Tom, Alice and Helen over the x-mas! muahahahah!!! How wicked is our plan?!? i need to fit in Amsterdam and Paris somewhere in between as well!! Boh..mcm kaya jua! Well..all the plan will go well..that is....IF I HAVE ENOUGH $$!! *fingers-crossed*

FZJ, i know ive been such a difficult person to get along with these days..and im really sorry for being a useless friend, if that is what i have been lately. Was just in a funny mood, and i swear im trying to recover from it. And, dont be silly coz ur crowd luhvs u to bits and ur never left out! Everyone has just been busy with our own things, and its really hard to catch up. Lub yew! *hugs*

LordGuptar-U better get ur arse back ASAP, or i will actually come down and drag u up!! *winks* enjoy ur time k babe! hehehe.. muachz!

Have a good weekend peeps! xoxox

2005-02-09T15:07:00.000Z

Hiya!! I got my results yday!!! i didnt ace them, but i thought i was close enough! heheh..so,im loving my results! Called up mama n babah straightaway, and they were soo excited that they had to pull the car to the side of the road just to concentrate on talking to me!! I told u i have the bestest parents ever!! and i love them dearly! *smiles*
Yday was also pancake day!! So, we came home early to make the pancake mixtures, well..at least tom and alice did. And as usual, alice went over the top with the mixture and we had millions of pancakes last nite! I was telling everyone that i'd go for 9 pancakes, and how many did i actually eat? 3 and a half!!! *lol* i was soo blotted for the rest of the nite! We had people over as well: Helen, Rich, Sally and Christine. All of us had a go at making the pancakes, and i must say that i did pretty well..i mean much better than the pancake-expert Tom!! *laughs at tom*
Ill continue later yea! In uni now, and have to rush to do more programming, then meeting up with sara and them lot to have a look at more houses!
Laters, x x x

weheheh!

2005-02-05T10:31:00.000Z

So...impressed by my new blogger-skin? hehe..i actually had some time to spare, so i thought this wud be the least stress thing to do, since i can just stay in bed doing it! hehe..i know! im such a lazy bum, but its a Saturday and i was out in town the whole day today..so i have a good excuse to be one! As you can tell...I AM THE BIGGEST OC FAN!! ive been watching it eversince the first week it came out and hasn't missed every single episode of it. The journey of FRIENDS ended, and THE OC continues it!
Will have the girls over for dinner tomorrow,so it shud be good fun! Went to town to get some stuff for the supper and helped fina find her cowboy top! Had a peep at the new springy/summery outfits, and im loving it!! almost bought a top in topshop, but i wasnt allowed coz tom had to rush home to watch the 6-Nation Rugby Union! Ended up watching the match with housemates, and i was well into it! i was screaming my lungs out...pretty impressive ey? hehe.. Opera..Rugby..who knows what else ill be into these days! *winks* Got a text tonight for an invitation to a birthday house party.. i havent talked to this friend for a while and the text came late, so i thought it'd be weird if i went..so i turned it down. Plus, the exact words were "come and get pissed"..so i thought it'd be muuuch better if i passed!

Ka, if ur reading this..text me k! luv u!

Youuu...stop sketching!!! x x x

Lish...hehehhe, i finally did it!! u impressed??? =D

Tom..thanx for the calendar! lub yew!! hugs!

Ciao! muachz!

2005-02-05T06:39:00.000Z

Hiya! A lot have been going on lately, and I'm a bit of an anti-social type of person these days..that's why i havent been arsed to go online or blog. The past week has gone pretty well but ive been feeling a bit blue at times. Its prolly coz im running out of the good hormones and the once-in-a-month worst one's making its way back! This weeks gone so fast, and i had loads of nite-outs. Had dinner and went to the pictures, went out with gf's-for-life for a bit and drinks and the most exciting nite...OPERA nite!!! yessss..i went to watch Don Giovanni, and it was great!! it was like them plays that u see in The Phantom of The Opera..but less fancy ofcourse!! But hey..who would've thought me and operas would cross path rite!

Just realised that i haven't been speaking to mama much, we usually talk before she goes to bed every nite, but i have lectures during those hours now! i think uni life's driving me mad, im loosing my senses..and life's becoming more routined! *sigh* usually have 4-6 hours in uni every weekday..and there are at least 4-weekly pieces of assignment that i need to constantly deal with. Not to mention, the house hunting activity that ive been missing out on and the exam results that are coming out in a couple of days time! I just feel like there's a big weight on my shoulders now! But tough luck rite,there ain't nothing this someone can't handle, there's always sunshine after the rain after all yesssss?? *smiles*

Special thanx to mama n babah for the very comforting phone-call and that little sth else...i know i can always count on the bestest best parents in the whole universe!!! Love u!!*muuuuaaaccchhhzzzz*

Oh yeah..i finally am in a sort-of-talking terms with a particular someone again, a part of me still cherishes him, and the rest of me wishes him the best of life.

And you...i know the last conversation we had was not particularly 'normal', but i know u meant no harm and trust me i was not offended in any way. I called u up a few times, but ur phone was switched off..so please stay in touch. *hugs*

Laters. mwahz!

2005-01-29T20:08:00.000Z

Today's blog is speacially dedicated to Ka-Bibah, who's leaving UK for good today. It was so wonderful to have u around and i want u to know that ur presence was always appreciated. I can't wait to see u in Brunei! U take care always and please keep in touch. Thanx for all the things uve done for us, and u'll always be missed. Love, Coen.

Ka-Bibah's Farewell Dinner

Ka-Bibah's Farewell Dinner

Ka-Bibah's Farewell Dinner

"It's the end of our era, I'm glad we are strangers and i'll always cherish the fun times we had."

Went out for a drink last nite with my future flatmates. Had a good chat with Natalie and Katie for the first time, and they're so nice! We've made plans for next week already..will be going out next tuesday!!! So, i have a feeling that things will be great in the new house next year..But till that comes, i have my current house and housemates to rock!! Im sooo going to miss Tom and Alice loads!! I hope they'll have fun in LA and Alberta next year! *smiles*

Im well moody these days, i blame it on PMT and i tend to get really annoyed easily. So,at times...i feel like life's a bit of a bitch. But I think im coping well, and all is fine now..coz someone's back here. *smiles* This weekend is just going to be a lazy one, will prolly just go out somewhere out of leeds and go ice skating or sth. Laters peeps. Mwahz!!

Nackered!

2005-01-26T09:53:00.000Z

I'm actually on my bed now, just about to go to bed. But i thought i might share some interesting deets bout my day! For the first time this semester...we had a 9 oclock lecture,and it wasn't such a bitch after all! i managed to wake up extra early for breakfast!

Had three lectures today which werent so bad, and then met up with flatmates from last year for a drink at the Terrace bar. We had a good chat and then decided to go house hunting..it was so fun,and Jen got to drive me in her mini cooper "baby Max",i have to say that she's a ruthless but well good driver! Went around to see 4 or 5 houses..some of them were pretty and the rest were just wrong!!! I have to say that i wasn't very keen on the house hunting activity, but i was glad that me n the rest of the girls cud get together again. Jen was so sweet, she drove us around..even when she has nothing to do with the new house! Yeah..so house hunting is a bit of a bitch coz we have to look for a 7-bedrooms house!!! oh well..living with other 6 girls shudn't be much of a prob rite? *fingers-crossed*

After we finished looking around, Jen drove me back to my place coz i forgot to bring my cinema tics and then i was back to the Terrace bar to meet up with someone before the movies. The Advance Screening of Meet the Fockers was soooo good!! Tho it wasnt as good as the 1st one, i think, but it was not bad at all. It was raining when we finished, so Ean drove us home. (Just knew Ean, and he seemed like a really nice guy *wink*) Today's been really hectic for some reason...in a good way tho! The rest of my nights this week are packed, life has finally settled! *smiles*

Oh yea...A Special Belated Birthday Wishes to FAEZAL (22/01/2005)! May ur life be filled with the happiness u desire! Sorry for the delay..

To her..i never doubt ur passion for life and how u look at the bright side of life when something falls apart..i know uve always been strong, and i'd die to have a tiny bit of the courage that u have in u..God bless u! *hugs*

Im off now! mwahz!

2005-01-25T01:35:00.000Z

The 2nd semester just started and im so far from ready to polish my brain for the 20-hrs-per-week lectures! But tough shit rite...so i had my uni bag all prepared last nite with my new empty folder and everything, and now that i just got home from uni..my file's already half full!! i mean..helloooo..2day's like the 1st academic day of the year!! *sigh* the lectures today werent so bad tho...my personal tutor's taking over two of my modules this semester, and we'll be seeing him at least 10 hrs a week! *scary-ness* he's a very weird canadian guy u see..he never showed any emotional response all these times,and whenever we had a meeting,i was usually the one who did all the talking! Im soo glad that he's a changed man cause he actually laughed today. Buleh...kami punya lecture theatre is massive but then all 20 of us cramped into two rows,we were scared shitless!! heheh.. And finally,i get to study bout my fav topic today: Hydrocarbon Reservoirs!!! *smiles* bah,enough of uni stuff!
My weekend was great,wasn't home that much..or if i was i'd be in bed sleeping! Never actually got to ice skate as planned,coz its freaking cold these days and the que is just ridiculous! but we've been eating out every nite during the weekend..kancang banar! *winks* i got some stuff over the weekend!!! i finally got my dior-addict lipgloss!! muahahaha...i love it! i also got another top,it looks like a normal casual 3/4 tee,but its back-less!! how cool is that! hehe..

Yush:No probs babe, anytime! *smiles* glad i talked to u! u take care aight! xoxox

Faezal:Sorry didn't catch u online,i wasn't at home when u texted. Maybe next time? x x

Ka: Dont worry bout the tic k,ill sort everything out k! Lub yew!!

CoEn x x x

Weeeehhhheeeeeeeeeee!!!

2005-01-21T09:30:00.000Z

What?? Exam?!? What exam?!? that word doesn't even exist in my dictionary anymore! *coughs-not-4-at-least-2-months-coughs* Had my last paper today and it was not particularly nice..it was 3 hrs long for feck sake!!! oh well..ill start worrying bout it in a couple of weeks time!
Now...lets get back to bussiness boyyss!! heheh..apakan!! i mean..lets get LIFE back on its normal track! The past couple of weeks had been hell..and me?? i look like crap! i have spots on my face now *cries* and to top it up..bags under the eyes are sooo sexxyy!! wokays..im trying to make a fresh start here..these are my vows:

"AIMING FOR PLEASURE & ENTERTAINMENT"

+ Gym (at least once a week)
+Will be off of coffee for at least 2 months(mocha frappuccino doesn't count!)
+ 8++ hours of sleep/day
+Room's status: TIDY
+Regular town visits
+Get hair& makeup back in daily life

Went out for dinner at Nando's tonight and watched The House of the Flying Dagers. That film completely made my nite,and i loved it! Don't have any solid plan for the rest of the week yet, friends want me to go to this house party tomorrow..but hell no!! not to this particular one..it'll just rip my lungs open,and someone will step so hard on it that it will become completely minced!! *gross!!* yea..so im not going!
Im really knackered..i think ive grown old now,i have no interest or what-so-ever on going out n club! *scary* but i think at some point this week..i just have to do it! i think my brain just failed me..i can't think straight or ooh...i cant think at all! The only way to solve this is to shop, to compensate with all the hard work ive done! voh..perasan..hard work?? not even close! heheh.. but retail therapy always helps rite! *winks at my girls* oh yea..talking bout shopping, fina just read a mag tonight and showed me this really horrific article bout a dad who killed himself because he could'nt take anymore of his daughter's shopping-madness!! *sings-in-head:i-love-babah-i-love-babah* heheh..alrighty then,im off to get comfy with my bed,i think it must've missed me so badly! nites! *hugs*

2005-01-19T23:31:00.000Z

Just had my fourth paper today..and it wasn't that bad, not that im saying my grade for it is going to be great, seeing that i didnt really go to the lectures..or if i did, i'd be playing squares with Liz, or pick on Tom! God...don't even let me think bout the exam results coz it'll just make me sick! i think it's really harsh of them uni people to let students to have 3/4 exams in a row! it is just too ridiculous..some may say that it gives ur brain a good stimulation..but boooooyy...talking from experience, its more like shooting the brain dead!!! *sigh* the two-tubs-of-coffee-a-week and the lack of sleep is slowly turning me mad! tomorrow will be the last paper and i should be excited bout it..but then it is the hardest and the longest one!! *cries*
I sooo can't wait till tomorrow evening!! i haven't got any plan yet, but coursemates suggest that we shud go out rite after the exam!! They're mental i tell u...that's all they do..get drunk! but then, they can still afford to ace their exams!! I know now that life is far from being fair! I really have no idea how to free myself this week-end, i don't quite fancy wild nites..i think i might go out and chill, prolly go out for a movie or sth.
Speaking of which,i signed up for this thing on the internet, they give cinema tix for free..well it's not exactly free, one text costs me 50p, and they end like dozens of them for a pair of tix!! So..meaning that i can watch the ADVANCE screening of Meet the Fockers!! woohhhoooo!!! that shud be good fun! *smiles* mama just called, she got my exam times mixed up..she forgot that it was this morning! inda lagi check fone nya tu this morning when i gave her millions of missed calls before my exam. I always talk to my mom before or after my exams u see..her voice is like my drug! hehe..love u mama!
Oh yea..IM GOING BACK HOME IN EASTER FOR 2 WEEKS!!!!! *Yay-ness!!!!* back home to the easy life!! and the sun...yess,i miss the hot sunny weather so much!! im not a winters person, i get scared of the cold weather! although i have to say that i enjoy the snow to-the-very, and was very excited when it snowed yday! it was snowing heavily, but it was too wet for them to settle! oh well,it'll come again n there will be snowfights and snowmen again!! *fingers-crossed*
Wokays then..god i can't believe i just typed so much! this is what happens when u can't find other excuses to run away from ur books. heheh..

Faezal: Ill text u 2morrow aite, when i finally finish all my tests! u take care and fly safely!*hugs*

Fin: hehheeh..i still can't believe u ordered 10 pairs of earrings at one go! u mad mad woman!!! heheh..i wish i cud be really obsessed with sth and buy dozens of them at a time!! i wish i can do that with handbags! heheh x x x

Nina&Yush: hello?? Leeds paging Kg Masin n Berakas!!!!! *muachz*

CoEn x x x

2005-01-17T19:00:00.000Z

Hiiii!!! yeah..i woke up @ 8am...and im super hyper! bumped into a very-very-talors-yet-sweet-and-beautiful-galpren on msn!!! our conversation got heated up a bit!!! hehehheh...well u said coren kan...and i just had flash backs of summer road trip. hehheheh.. so,in the memory of summer..goin to post up pix from then:

oren yawwww!!

hotel

hehehehhehehehehhehe..on our way back!!!

Lubbb yewww darl!!!!!!! hehhehehehhe.. coren saja ah...no pix on ur site!!! *LOL* Sayang ku nie ia nie..ia ingat oren kalau ada sale riiiittteee??? *puppy-smiles*

Kays then..goin bakc to my work now!! i just tooook a very long break! *wrooops*

CoEn x x x

shite weekend!

2005-01-15T23:24:00.000Z

Its saturday guys and i still can't believe that im locked in and i have to study! how sad is that!! ahhh well..lets just look at the bright side, next weekend will be soo wicked!

Was chatting with my sis for ages today...and ken and adi! Missed her soo much! and as usual we were bitching bout someone..and then the rest of the conversation was on shopping. Showed her my new bags and she said she wanted one as well..ill give u which ever u want k! hopefully my balance will be topped up!! hehehe... LOVE U LOADS KA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sayang berabis ku arah nya!!!! heheh..u take care and will see whether i can get u the watch u fancy k! *hug-tight*

Bah...god!! its 3pm now..and i was supposed to start revising at 12!!! gila-to-the-very-ness!!!!!! Pensan tah ku nie!!! Bah..ill get back to my work now aight n see u peeps laters!

Adi: Bahhh..ill get u ur top, and what-the-hell is up with u and her?!? jgn ko mcm2 di!!! anyways,luhv u to bits! *hugs*

Ken:Im in a good mood today darl..i just look a but rough! *muachzz*

Nol:Im alrite dear..a bit stressed out, but can still survive! *smiles* u take care k! x x

Bush: sorry..didnt realised u hit me on msn! lain kalie saja kami ceta2 k! laters!

yea..gonna post up pix of my new hair..nothin fancy! and a pic from last nite when all of us crashed my bed!!

Love, CoEn.

Wooohhooo!!

2005-01-14T06:25:00.000Z

Hiya! I had two papers in two days in a row!!! I am extremely knackered!! My brain is hurting sooo badly! I dont know how i am going to survive next week..3 more papers to go!! *cries* After two days of torture i came home from uni like a zombie today,been sitting in the lounge for ages now! Im not only watching tv,but im online at the same time! heheh..cool-ness!
My first paper was a proper bitch!! excuse the language, but i have no control of myself anymore..i blame it on the coffee and the 5 hrs of sleep!! Gosh...and not to mention that i look like shytes! My paper today was fine i guess...it was Time Series Analysis & Digital Signal Processing, cool ah the name ah! heheh..
So,i have been quite a good girl lately..havent been online much! *smiles* but i spent all night window shopping online! and im keeping an eye on a dior wallet and a gucci bag! but nooo...my balance isn't healthy enough for them! so,hopefully they can wait till next month.. *sigh*
I lost my mood now peeps..ada orang spoil mood ku,bleh ia tarus2 dtg cakap sama aku cari pasal! uurrrggghhh!! tapi stay jua ia next to me!!

Ken: I can't wait to see u as well!!! *wink*

Faezal: So glad to hear from u again..n thanx for d texts, they help loads! u take care and have fun flying them heli's. see you soon. *hugs*

Sab: Happy new year to u too darl! Come to Leeds whenever u want k, really can't wait to see u! x

Lish: Thanx for the calming words darl! u know what,i went to loads of USA's shopping websites, and i like loads of stuff from em!! heheh..

Nol:Good Luck to u too k darl! happy working! *muachz*

bah...im gonna see u lot some other time k! Wish me luck!!

CoEn x x

Panicking!

2005-01-08T07:26:00.000Z

Panick Attack!!

Hola peeps!! This is just a very quick one!! ANNOUNCEMENT: IVE GOT A NEW NO GUYS! ITS THE SAME AS THE OLD ONE, JUST CHANGE THE LAST DIGIT TO 5 (instead of 6). So,text me or call me up kays!

Exams 4 days away and ive started panicking like hell! i even take it out on other people, and i cut my nails!! i tend to scratch the others when i panic u see..thats why! So,i finally got my webcam to work again, after my laptop crashed!! oh yea..im gonna get my haircut 2morrow,so wish me luck for that too yea!

bah,i better get back to my revision before i start panicking again. But before that, thanx to u's who help calm me down: Family, Rul, Adie, Lisa, Tom, Fin. Was on the fone with my sis for over an hour the other nite, we gossiped bout loadsa stuff back home, and i cudnt believe some of the things she told me, they're really horrific! Ah well..will be back home soon anyways,so can't wait!!! *smiles* i just decided that i want a new purrrssseee!! i want a fendi maaaa!!! i want one that matches my bag!!! balanceku lagi nda kancang masa nie! *sigh* Babah called up the other nite and we had one of the longest chats everrrr...and i was going on and on about me wanting to get married, saja to annoy him. He was like..plan all u want now,but make it happen laaatteerrr. hehehhe..sayang babah!!! oh yeah..tom and fina: for the record, i told my dad bout me being locked up in the basement and u's making fun of my nose *LOL*!!!

Lish: u enjoying ur new house? cheer up k..u know u wont have any probs with ur new school and all,uve been through enough to get through anything coz ur such a brave star! and post pix of ur new house! Wish me luck!!

Ken: Missss u too darl! sorry i got dc'ed the other time. ill get in touch with u after my exams k, and email me whenever k! say hi to Tia and Kiong for me. *hugs*

Ka: thanx for the texts!! *smiles* Lub yew! Voh...a quickie tia karang! heheh See u laters after my exams!! *fingers-crossed*

webcam!!

me!

CoEn x x x

Exams Stresses!

2005-01-05T13:48:00.000Z

Im going through a hard time again guys!! Its exam time,and im well in the mood at the mo..and i get regular nervous breakdowns..i find it hard to sleep as well nowadays. Shytes rite? and the worst thing is i can't get myself together to properly sit down and do work without having any distraction. i just somehow make myself busy with the something else, like housework n watching tv!! i know....im crap!! ive got a week left and the rainy days will finally come!!! Even thinking of it get scares me to death!! *screams* i seriously need a good slap to get back all my senses!! *taking a deep breadth*

To make things worse, the insurance company is making a mess with my claim form.. they said they were gonna send me the form via email, but nnoooooo i didnt get it yday. So called them up today and it was so hard for me to get thru the line and coudn't even talk to them directly! they said the form was sent by post n id get it in a couple of days!! A COUPLE OF DAYS they said..its hard enough to go thru a few days without a fone!!

Anyways,at times like these are when my homesickness just goes up to its highest level. So, spent hours talking to my family, i even callled up everyone!! my niece n nephews are the sweetest, they said they're counting the days till i come back home!! heheh..that just made my day! *smiles*

Yush: awou deh..i wont get mad over it,u do what ever it is that makes u happy and i really hope u can join me here! Lub u!

Adie: Thanx for sending that text for me!! Lub yew loads!!! muachz!

Lish: talked to ur boipren..and he bullied me!!!! hehhe bah,online tah ah!

Ka-epom: hellloooo..thought u said u were gonna go online just now?

bah..im going back to my books now!! catch u's later!

CoEn x x x

Happy New Year!!!

2005-01-03T00:39:00.000Z

Fecking hell banar ey!!! I typed up the longest blog yday..and guess what i xcidentally deleted it!! how i hated myself at that time..it took one bloody hour of my time that typing!!!

Anyways..at least i know that i still retain the clumsy side of me rite..not a bad thing at all once u get used to it,just annoying at times. hehe. So yea..this was what i wrote yday!!

Announcement to Bruneian fellows: I LOST MY FONE ON NEW YEAR'S EVE IN BAR RISA CLUB, RIGHT AFTER I TEXTED U's. SO,I DIDN'T GET ANY REPLY OR WUT_SO_EVER. SO,HIT ME ON MSN IF U WANA GET HOLD OF ME!! WILL LET U KNOW BOUT THE NEW NO VERY SOON AIGHT! i am very annoyed,but i think of it as a last year thing..ill just have to move on with the new year.

So yeah...the new years here and here are the things i wish to wipe off of my life from 2004:

>Loosing 3 brand new nokia phones!!!!
>Relationship&Friendship Rockies
>Fooling around with him
>Memory-loss probs
>Last min revision
>Homesickness
>Going out at least 5 times a week
>Obsession for SHOPPING!!
>Over-the-top fone and credit card bills

And these are the things i thank 2004 for:

+Mama&Babah's daily calls! *Ur the best,i love u!!*
+Family's support
+Adeq's amazing recovery from brain disease, BLESS HER.
+My handbags of the year:Dior saddle,Prada,DKNY,Valentino,Fendi.
+My gorgeous shoes
+New outfits
+Summer 2004;thanx to my homegirls+boys!! *winks at her for Miri trip baby*
+A new credit card *thanx babah,love u soooooooo much!*
+Passing the 1st year of uni
+Cool 2d year GP modules
+Usher's album
+The fantabulous Winter Prague
+The cool housemates!! Tom,Alice,Shilpa and *hugs her*.
+Lemon and Crispy Duck
+Starbucks
+Ben&Jerrys Caramel Chew Chew & Karamelsutera
+Colette Caddle's Red Letter Day

Sooo glad that the good list beats the bad one. hehehe.. Last year wasn't bad at all if i look at it in another point of view. *smiles*

Before i continue on blogging..i'd like to pay respect to our neigbours' tsunami victims. Hope that was the first n will be last disaster. So,New Year's Eve!! Wore my brand new fcuk top n skirt. I was going for The Innocent Girl Next Door Looks. hehe. Had a huge dinner at the Wokmania restaurant! oh the Crispy Aromatic Duck Pancake just made my year i tell u!! i can live on it for one whole year u know!!!! heheh.. Then bought tix to Bar Risa club..since it was still early,we went over to Ka-Bibah's new place. Its right in the city centre and it sooo bloody posh!!! I wana live in that apartment one day!!!!! *screams at mama* Then,we headed back to Bar Risa and had a fantastic time!! I danced my arse off till my heels started killing me!! have two major blisters on my toes..a souvenier from last year i tell u! Came home at around 3ish..i have to say that it was a good night.. thanx to the BruLeeds-ians. It was quite weird tho, coz it was the first time i spent new yrs eve with new faces! and the first new years eve away from Rul. But hey, there's always a first time for everything right...and it wasn't bad at all! *smiles*

Come to Leeds

Scary Reza!

Bar Risa

@ Wokmania.

Wokmania's Ice-Cream!!

Leeds Girls + Reza

I dont have a New Year's Resolution!!! It's freaky coz this is the first as well!! Even when i know i suck big time at keeping them. heheh.. oh well,ill just think of one after the exams!

To u: Happy New Year n Wish u a lot of happiness in the new year! *muachz*

Lish: thanx for calming me down..and get some sleep woman!!! Purses are ok..but fancy bags under the eyes ain't good for u angel! *hugs*

Salleh: hehehe..glad u enjoyed the new year's eve. Word of the day: "Cacah-Cabur"!! *lol*

Kurt: CONGRATS FOR UR GRADUATION Darl! An easy on the games,take a break!

Mama&Babah: Aku saja call k,and awoooouuuu belajar ku nieee!!! Love u!

Okies,catch YOU laters!

CoEn x x x

2004-12-31T10:37:00.000Z

yummm!! Prague Waffle!

2004-12-31T10:36:00.001Z

posh restaurant

2004-12-31T10:36:00.000Z

group photo!

2004-12-31T10:35:00.000Z

back to Leeds!! :D

2004-12-31T10:34:00.001Z

in mirror maze!

2004-12-31T10:34:00.000Z

on the bridge, excuse the hat..it kept me warm!

2004-12-31T10:32:00.001Z

castle background

2004-12-31T10:32:00.000Z

national museum

2004-12-31T10:31:00.001Z

2004-12-31T10:31:00.000Z

fina,me,mizi,dayah

2004-12-31T10:30:00.001Z

cold-ness

2004-12-31T10:30:00.000Z

fina n me

2004-12-31T10:29:00.000Z

1st night at a pizzeria place

Randooomm!!

2004-12-29T15:21:00.000Z

okies...this is just a random post, a result of boredom and an excuse to not get any near to the textbooks! heheh..

We invited everyone for dinner at ours last nite and it turned out really good, almost every one came and slept over! had a late good dinner and watched DVD's rite after! Since the male community dominated last nite, we decided to watch SCARFACE instead of Love Actually. At first i was like...'wtf is this old fashion grusome movie all about?!' But after getting into the groove,i actually fell in love with the film, thanx to AIDIL NIZAM! The very lawa-ness, like the fact that the storyline's intouched with reality! heheh..apakan? me and mafia movies are skin tight now!! *lol* hehheh..by the time the movie ended,everyone was still hyper!! i wanted to watch another movie,but the rest were too bz playing card games..and we planned to straighten Reza's hair and curled Fina's..but noooo that didnt actually come to life! heheheh..melayu tah jua banar! and they just begila-ed sampai pukul 6 pagie!!! hehehhe..they went home this morning.. Thanx for coming Dayah,Reza,Lutfi,Raizul,Ady,Ka-Bibah,Aidil..and Fina for being a gr8 housem8! *hugs*

CONGRATULATIONS to RuL!! Hope u'll enjoy ur time tomorrow! Im soooooo proud of u and have alwez believed in u! Ur a star! Wish that i could be there... Its funny how life changes so much as time just flies by..used to spend every single day with u,from family occasions to friends' parties! How we used to go home (urs or mine) after school everyday from sec school to high school. Going on holidays together..u were always there, and still u are. Thanx for being a part of me..my family and the bestest friend anyone could ever have! I'll post up a homey pic,nothing fancy! hehehhe..

Leichester Square

Naaa....glad that ur daddy's fine. Called up mama and babah after i called u up,bleh ia marah aku coz nda gito ia awal2!! Carie klaie jua tu babah ah! heheheh...u take care and send me updates bout the new muffin k! Lish,thanx for letting me know bout it ah..'it's' on its way! Yushhh...mana kau sayannnng????

Okies!! Chiao peeps!!

CoEn x x x

WoooHooo!!!!

2004-12-28T07:58:00.000Z

Heys Everyone!!

Yessss..I'm still alive n kicking a*se! Prague was amazing!!! It was unbelievably cold..-6 deg kalie ah,and it snowed once! The first morning we were there, it was so cold that our feet hurt so much..and i could barely walk. So terpaksa pigie ke supermarket to buy new pairs of socks!! The city itself is beautiful..it's a very historic place and all the buildings are soo old-fashioned. Visited loads of historic places..mostly churches, cemetries, synaogues, museums and the castle. I had a great time in Prague..n i dont have any prob with going back there! Will post pix some other time k, need to sort them out first!

And the shopping was alriight! We only spent a day shopping so i didnt get the chance to buy loads of stuff. Prague's main export is the Bohemian Crystals u knowww...so there were loads of bohemian shops everywhere! Iatah the minute i knew bout that fact...i called mama up,and yessss..she went mad! kalau buleh tah shipping ke brunei the whole kedai wah! So the crystals were on top of my shopping list! These are what i bought in Prague:

-a set of 6 crystal glasses (Bohemia)
-a crystal candle stand (Bohemia)
-a jacket (NewYorkers)
-2 pairs of jeans (New Yorkers)
-1 top (Fishbone)
-3 tops (Mango)
-a pair of earings (Bohemia)
-2 Prague Shirts (Souvenier Shop)
-Loads of souveniers
-A pair of boots!!! *smiles*
-A Golf shirt for babah

So riiight...got back to Leeds,and i diiidnt actually made it home home..made it to Leeds,but slept over at Dayah's for 3 nights..3 good nights. Had great dinners for the past couple of nights, Chinese takeaways and Roast dinner!!! heheh..and i actually grilled the baby turkey..with the help of mama sayang ofcourse. Mama..pandai kan anak mama ah??? heheh

So yeah..today is the 27th,meaning: The Start of BOXING DAY SALES!! We went to town yesterday as well, too bad there weren't many shops opened..sikit saja lah,like topshop n gap. So,i kinda started my boxing day shopping then..Came home with a few shopping bags..and thought i was good! Went to town again today,we all slept over at Dayah's this time..it's closer to town. heheh..and Dayah baiiikkkk berabis!! We got woken up at 830am by the boys(Aidil&Ady) cause dorang mau pigie the Sony shop!!!! As usual,kami (fina,Dayah&me) betabiat and got ready by 10am..heheh. Went to town,and planned to go to fcuk and me planning to buy a pair of them trainers. But u know what happened....a lot of shopping was done!!! One was very very excited!!! One bought loads of stuff and one is close to being dangerously broke!! One didn't even buy a pair of trainers as planned!! One is very bad!! One bought:

-a green dress (Topshop)
-a pink top (Topshop)
-a smart shirt (Gap)
-3 shirts for nephews (Gap)
-2 fcuk skirts: denim&girly (fcuk)
-a shirt (fcuk)
-a pair of green high heels (Barrats)
-3 pairs of earrings (Claire's accesories)
-a DKNY purse (House of Frasier)
-a Morgan backless top (House of Frasier)
-a Prada handbag (Harvey Nicholes)
-a Fendi Handbag (Harvey Nicholes)

Fewh!!!! Mama..i know it looks like its a big list,but trustt me it doesn't look that bad! heheh..sayang mama and babah!!! Its amazing how much cash someone can burn for a week! But i must say that i made a huge hole in my pocket!!! Wrooooopps!! i promise i won'e be doing any shopping for the next month or so!! oh well..like we all said tonight after town.. "Makan indomie tah saja kami nieeeee!!",it was funny cause Aidil was well prepared, bleh ia beli one huge box of indomie from China Town tadie!! hehe..cool kalie ah boyfriend kami ah! So,today was a hell of a day..sampai mama's call pun me missed!! Sorry mama!

I callled Lisa up tonight cause i lost her address,hadn't spoken to her for ages!! Glad we had a good chat..good laughs as well. *smiles* and u know that u don't even need to holler if u need me darl! ur a star!!! *huggiesh*

Ninz,heard bout it just now form lish. Sorry to hear that and ill pray that all will go well very soon. Hope ur doing good darl! Lub u loads!

Yush..which white bag are u talking bout?? i have two of them,so just let me know what else u fancy k darl! *Muachz*

okies then..2morrow lagie k!

CoEn x x x

2004-12-27T23:56:00.000Z

shopping!!

PRAGUE!!! 19-24/12/04

2004-12-19T06:45:00.000Z

Hola peeps!!!

Im going to Prague tomorrow!!! the cool-ness!!!!!!! hehheheh...will be gone for 5 long whole days! so,wont be seeing me online or blogging (not that I do it every so often). oh yeah...i wanted to post some more pix of the xams parties but u know what???? my lappie crashed!!! it completely died on me!! and it freaked me out big time!!! i even cried my eyes out!! i was a good girl tho...didnt tell mama, kalau nda kena marah lagie! oh yeah..that's because i spilled a full glas of water on my lappie, and i screwed it up seriously last year! heheheh...but this time,its because of the dodgy internet connection that contaminated my lappie with viruses. its okie now..i lost everything tho...but at least its doing muuuch better now.

oh yeah..ive been in my shopping mood lately and bought loads of stuff, and most of em are for Prague! i promise ill be good in the new year, there'll be less swiping cards action!! had dinner with datul and the other leeds-ians, she paid us a visit coz she's goin back to brunei for a month 2morrow! Called up Yush n Ninz yday as well, was sooooo glad that i talked to them..its been a while!!

Yush: Jgn tanya why i dont approve him ever again k!! i just know that u can do waaay much better darl!

Ninz: heheheheh...i swear i was gonnna call u rite after i called yush up!!! Lap u!! btw,keep it up babe,ill do the same thing here! *wink*

To my special someone...makin chubby jua u!!!!!!! i had a look at the friendster pix!! goodness,balum lama me tinggalkan...sudah tia makin chubby!!! U better go on a diet,and go for regular runs like u always did!! hehheh...miss u to death!! *muuuaaacchhzzz* u take care k hun!

Mama&Babah: Awouuuu...banyak ku bawa baju nie,ill survive the -6 deg temp! hehehe..love u! will call or text u as soon as i get there k. and ill take good care of ur dearest daughter!

Ka-ePom: Will buy u sth nice from Prague k! Thanx for being sooooo nice to me and putting up with the sell-fish me all the time!! Have i told u i love u to bits kah?? i do...heheh. Gito Alai & Adeq,ive been trying to call them but didnt know that they've gone to kk after kl.

Bang-DD: Baaannggg,helllooo??? mana texts ah?? enjoying ur new hobby? lap u!!!

bah..ill get back to packing now! i think im bringing too much stuff coz both my travelling bags have no more space!!! maaaaa...helllpp!

okies then, catch u peeps later!

CoEn x x x

Happy Holidays!!!

2004-12-13T21:09:00.000Z

Hi!!!

*yawn* its mon..and aku baru bangun!! god,it feels so good to get out of bed this late! but i do have to go to uni today, gotta finish some unfinished bussiness! i know its lame to go in during the term break, but what the hell!! *sigh*

okies..the past week has been alrite, i guess. Wed nite was rocsoc xmas party,it was good fun at first until later that nite. Bumped into a 'friend'..tho we're coursemates, we havent seen a lot of each other lately and things have been awkward between us since after summer break. but guess what..we somehow end up being pretty close later that nite...and we talked for a bit. hes a messed up guy..a cute one tho. hehe.. lifes not treating him good at all,and i think he needed someone to listen to his sorrow..and somehow i was glad i was the one he opened up to,coz hes never the type of guy who talks bout his life. All he does now is get drunk,and he passed out not long after we talked. God..i feel soooo sorry for him,and hope he'll be all better very soon. That was it...he didnt even make it to Creation. We were in Walkabout earlier that night and was suppose to go to creation rite after. Unfortunately, Creation was crap! it was so packed,so we didnt stay long.

Our House Xmas Dinner Party was sooooo good, the meal was sooooo good and evryone had fun! The meal was a mix of Asian&English, adn it was a big one! Everyone was blotted after the main course and we had to have an hour break to make room for desser! it was a real good fun. Thanx to everyone that came. Im goin to post up some pix later k!

Went shopping yday for xmas pressies. Im sooo glad i bought everyone their xmas gifts now, i even bought myself a little something, a top from Zara. heheh.. i wasnt even planning on going shopping, just felt like i needed to get all the gifts for everyone and felt the need of buying sth for me..i didnt even try it on,but i end up loving it anyways.

Mama,thanx for the text. u take care and love u!

Okies then..im gonna go get ready now!

CoEn x x x

2004-12-13T12:21:00.000Z

getting ready for rocsoc

Happy Birthday MAMA!!

2004-12-08T05:20:00.000Z

Hola every1!!

Mamaku punya bday harie nie!!!!! Happy bday mama!! Just wana let u know that ur d bestest of all the best mama's in the whole universe!! Thanx for always being there for me..goin thru the downside of my life with me..making me the best person i cud ever be. Thanx for putting up with me, i know im hard work at times but u always give in to me and doing everything u can to make things right again! I can never ask for more from u mama...Love u to death!! May happiness be urs today,2morrow and 4ever. Take care of urself in Indonesia and cant wait to see u!!!

btw,ive only had about 8 hrs of sleep for the past 2 days!! i managed to hand in 3 assignments this week, meaning..2 more to go this week! i was like a walking zombie for the past week, ive been completely messed up,i cudnt even think straight..my brain just felt numb! Thanx to a few pple who helped me got thru the rocky week... babah, thanx for keeping a faith in me n believing in me. Ka, thanx for all the texts. Lisa, thanx for the online theraphy...i know i was being weird and u had a lot other stuff in line,but u made me feel a lot better anyways! yush..thanx for the constant mailings. u girls are the bestest gf's any1 cud ever haf! Love u all!

Btw, i also managed to tidy my room up in the week end..so im gonna post up a few pic of my shiny bedroom!! btw, we are goin to have a xmas RocSoc party 2morrow..so think ill buy another top for 2morrow..it shud be good fun. There'll be a xmas dinner party at my place on friday!!!! im sooo excited, we're gonna have a large turkey roast!! =D Soo cant wait for all the fun after being in the torture chamber!

Bah...ill get back to my maths paper,pensan krg later kalau nda siap!

CoEn x x x

2004-12-07T21:27:00.000Z

2004-12-07T21:25:00.000Z

*tidy-ness*

Another Weekend..

2004-12-04T23:05:00.000Z

This week has just been unbelievably busy, i felt like my brain was goin to explode at one point! The work load is just sooooo ridiculous!! oh well...tough luck rite? i just haf to go thru it whether i like it or not, just hope that ill finally get thru all these!!

Mama n Babah joined the the 4W expedition around Borneo for 10 days!!! without me!!! hehehe..kewl ah my parents ah!! kekkeke..love u's! So that means, getting less calls from em.. ill have nothing to look forward to when i wake up every morning or after my lectures, to let out my stress to! some people tell me that i speak to them too much! heheh..oh well, only they can cope with the bitchy me when i get in the mood. Hope ur enjoying urself ma, and take care of urselves!

my darl, yush, mailed me yday. shes's such an angel! havent heard from her 4 a while and thank God shes doin well! All the best of luck with ur xams' results darl! im sure ull do fiiine! btw,u take care of urself k, and easy on the boys darl! *wink* it was fatul's 20th bday on the 2nd!! Happy belated bday darl...hope lifes treating u better! *hugs*

i cant wait to go to PRAGUE!!! i am in desperate need of a vacation!!!!! my mind needs to be set free from all the uni work loads!! *screams* will be goin to Prague for 5 days on d 19th, for x-mas vacation! i think i can feel the x-mas spirit spreading around me already! Got 2 advance x-mas gifts from housemates..a pair of Autumn&May earings and lasenza lingerie! hhehe..thanx huns! meaning i owe 5 pple their x-mas pressies! havent had the chance to go to town to shop, so they'll be a bit delayed! got 2 xmas cards form shilpa's sister and tom's mum&dad, many thanx to u's!

I think i need retail theraphy! i wana go shopping!! i need new shoes and bags! but babah said...i sudnt be shoppin for new shoes till after x-mas! hehe..but he didnt exactly say..jgn shopping! oh well..im fine then! heheh.. i think i need a bag, thinking of getting a Valentino this time. hehehe.. or dior... decisions decisions! *shakes head* i dont have anything in mind in particular plang, coz i think im better off saving cash and daddy's credit cards for Prague! and after we come back form Prague, it'll be boxing day!! ahhhhh..this is what i call a perfect life! heheh.. *smiles*

boh,sum1 just knocked on my door! heheh..its tom, he came in and gave me a cuppa! bless him, hes really sweet!

okies then..haf a good week end peeps!

CoEn x x x

Happiness!

2004-11-28T09:30:00.000Z

Heys!!

bah a quick one ah! I had the best weekend ever!! didnt go to anywhere spectacular, just had a very relaxing weekend. Spent the day cleaning the house on Sat, then went out for a good dinner and a movie in the evening. Then,spent the whole day lazing around in the house 2day.

Okies..Sat dets! I finally woke up at midday and tidied up the house and did my laundry! =D Yea..im a good girl ma! then, went out for dinner at Nando's in Bradford again!! coz i cant get enough of it! then..we went to watch The Incredibles!!!!!! watched it in the deluxe room, an extra big screen and the seats can be laid back *topped up with baskin&Robins ice-cream*!! it has a bar of its own in it!! fewh,that was posh show!! how cool was that?! The film was soooooo good!!! its my all time fav cartoon now *waves goodbye to Finding Nemo*! oh oh..and while i was waiting for the taxi home, a pub in the train st got into trouble..first there was a fight,then there was fire!!! and everyone was evacuated! 3 fire engines came in less than 5 mins and there were like a dozen of policemen! syiok eh...macam those scenes in the American movies, except Im in it!! =D err...kalau babah tau, i know that he wont be particularly impressed with it! =S oooopsyy!!!

Friends came over tonight and were planning to do work! Work my a*se! excuse the swearing.. =D ended up watchin tv n bitching! hehehhe...what else is there better to do rite?

Godddd...got loads of due-dates to kiss goodbye to!!! I promise ill be good this week and put a lot of effort into my assingments!! *fingers-crossed* heheh... btw, it was my niece's and nephew's Graduation Day today! Congratulation babies!!! *kiss on the forehead* they're graduating from their nursery classes u see... *cute-ness* i wish i cud graduate from uni that soon!

Bang-M, thanx for the texts! send my love to apesy and apeq... love u's! mama hasnt called. *sigh* but to be fair,i did talk to her last nite at midnite. hehehe love u ma!

bah..im outtie!

Love, CoEn.